Fuck My Life

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It does feel like if I didn't change maybe I wouldn't have to go through all this shit. But change is inevitable.. it's depressing but that's doesn't prevent it from happening. Throughout this whole year, what I regret the most was telling certain people about my depression and suicidal ideation. In the end.. I was alone. I asked for help, you can't say that I didn't try. But when I called and told them that after all this time when I thought I'd feel free, I felt nothing. The depression didn't change when I tried to change things. I didn't understand and they just gave me a crappy excuse proving that my life is still so pitiful.

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