I Never Thought....

Swan Letter

~ Draco POV ~

As i see Ginny running into Harry's arms and him holding her like she was his whole wide world,.... i felt a hard aching lump in my throat. My hands begin to sweat and i felt stuck, like  vines were holding me to the ground. My eyes start to water and i-i didn't know what to do.

Harry looked at me and i couldn't bare for him to see me cry, so... i ran, i ran as fast as i could because i felt something I've never felt before. The watering eyes overflowed and tears ran down my face. I couldn't stop... why did i do that!? I was about to kiss Harry bloody Potter!! What is wrong with me..... I'm not... gay? am i ?

What! No, what am i thinking, of course i-i'm not! I'm Draco Freakin Malfoy and i HATE Harry Potter. I only did that because him and I felt vulnerable, i will never ever do anything like that again.

Even though I said all that.... i knew deep down.... that I was lying to myself..... it felt all wrong; However I would never let myself think this.

~ Before Potions ~

It has been 3 days since Draco and Harry's encounter and they have not spoke, no teasing, no bullying not even any eye contact. Harry, Ron and Hermione were making their way to Potions and on there way they ran into none other then Blaise, Pansy and Draco. Harry felt a hard cold gaze on him as the three of them stopped in front of us. The raven haired boy lowered his head not daring to look up at Draco.

Ron death starred them with all his might whereas Hermione just rolled her eyes. 

"Ha Potter! can't even look at us he's so scared" Blaise hissed at him.

"He's not scared of your pathetic little trio!" Ron blurted out.

"Yeah well we'll see about that Weasley" Pansy spat out

After a few minutes of arguing back and forth they stopped. Looking up Harry didn't say a single word.

"Cat got your tongue, Potter?" Draco evilly smirked

"I-uh...Doesn't matter, lets go" Harry said to Ron and Hermione

Ron and Hermione walked into the classroom as did Blaise and Pansy. Draco was turning to walk in until he felt a strong grip on his arm that sent a tingling sensation through his body. Turning around to see Potter staring at him, still holding his arm in a tight grip.

"What the hell do you want Potter" Draco hissed

"I want to know why you, you-know..." Harry said as his voice got quieter

"You may want to be a bit more specific" He slightly smiled with a teasing tone.

"Bloody hell Malfoy, you know what I mean!" Harry said "Why did you hug me and-"

"Potter stop!" Malfoy spat "I'm going to class"

Draco walked in the class room and yet again felt another tug on his arm but this time he yanked Potter's hand off and continued walking into potions.

Harry stood in that same spot for a while... thinking 'What is going on with Malfoy, one moment we are hugging and the next he's yelling at me!"

~ In Class ~

Harry took his seat next to Hermione and Ron , they both gave him a puzzled look.

"Whats going on between you and that git?" Ron asked coldly.

"Nothing, he's just being a pain in the ass" Harry replied with a hint of annoyance

"Potter... Weasley shut it! or there will be detention for both of you" Snape yelled.

Harry and Ron jumped at the sound of his voice and automatically turned to face the front. Pansy, Blaise and Malfoy all laughed in the background. Harry sent them (more specially Malfoy) a death stare.

~ Draco's POV ~

Potter gave us a dirty look but he was mostly looking at me,.... we held eye contact for a while, it felt as if he was staring right through me. i held my breath until he turned his head to face the front.

Without even realizing it he was staring at the back of Harry's head. His messy raven black hair sat so perfectly on his head. His shirt was a bit crumpled and he obviously wasn't paying attention to what Snape was saying because i could see he was scribbling on a bit of parchment.

I was thinking that maybe i should talk to Potter about what happened and i should say sorry for yelling at him before. Wait! No! i can't, i just can't.... i'm a Malfoy and Malfoy's don't apologize nor become friends with a Potter.

No matter how much i tried to tell myself i shouldn't bother with him, i found myself already writing a note for Harr.. i mean Potter.

Potter

Meet me in the Trophy room tonight... 10:30pm

Don't be late

DM

~ Harry's POV ~

A letter landed on my desk, shaped like a beautiful swan, i looked behind to see who sent it but no one was looking at me. I opened the letter and to my shock it was from Malfoy! What on earth could he want.

Reading the note i felt a sudden shiver up my spine....maybe its cold here. I need to meet Malfoy in the Trophy room...tonight, i better not let Hermione and Ron know about this.

Class just ended and as i was walking out of the class room, Malfoy gave me a nudge on my arm. I looked up and he gave me a look. He looked like he was asking if i agreed to his note so i just nodded and he continued to walk down the corridor. i guess there is no backing out of seeing him tonight.