I Never Thought....

I hate him, I like him

Harry's POV

Why was Malfoy acting so strange?
He wanted to comfort me...to help me. That's not like him at all, maybe he was just tricking me.... but he seemed genuine and I pushed him away. I don't think I need help...right?

His touch felt so weird like nothing I've ever felt before, not even with Ginny. I wanted to push him away straight away but at the same time I didn't want to, I wanted to stay wrapped in his arms forever.
Why am I feeling this!?

"HARRY!" Ginnys hand was waving in front on my face.

"Oh-what?" I replied still in a daze.

"What's going on with you lately, your so out of it" she whined while looking up at me with worry in her eyes.

"Sorry, I was just thinking" I half lied "I'm fine, I promise"

"Why did you run out at breakfast?" She paused for a moment and then nervously asked while fiddling with her fingers.

"I-Uh forgot my books for class" I lied.

She nodded hesitantly and we continued walking down the corridor until I dropped her off at her first class. I kissed her goodbye and I decided to skip first class. I mean it's not like I'm the sharpest tool in the shed.

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In the library

Obviously looking in the restricted section, I found a book of spells but this book was different. It had spells I've never heard of and I bet Hermione too. I sat on a comfy green lounge in front of the burning fire.

I could use this book for the Dumbledores Army...wait...there's a meeting tonight!! I forgot!
I'll worry about that later, I sighed.

The fire was crackling but it was louder then usual, it's like it was glitching but that's not even possible. I got off the lounge and moved closer to the fire. Leaning closer, inspecting what was happening. It's colour was no longer like fire but turning a mercury green. I had my wand in my hand ready in case something horrible was about to happen.

"Ahh!" I jumped backwards and landed roughly on my back.

"Sirius!" I realised it was him and got over excited.

"Yes Harry, it is me" he laughed softly "I'm sorry if I scared you a bit"

"It's ok" I smiled brightly.

"Listen closely my boy" he spoke quietly "I need to tell you something important"

I leaned in closer to hear properly and slowly nodded my head.

"That dementor that attacked you and your cousin" he started "was not a mistake at all, he's after you"

"Voldemort?" I ask in a low whisper.

"Yes him and someone or many, we don't know yet, from the ministry is working with him" he said with a worry in his voice "that's how they got the dementor to you"

"What? Why would the ministry be working with Voldemort?" I ask intently.

"We don't know Harry but for now stay indoors" he replied sternly.

BANG!

"I can't be seen Harry so I need to go ok?" He quickly said.