I Never Thought....

Maybe Theres A Chance

No, no, no!!! This can't be happening!
Why does he always seem to find me in the worst of situations?

"Potter what the hell was that!?" He strutted angrily towards me.

Crap! I need to get out of here. I turned to run away but before I could he spun me around and shoved me onto the ground.

"Ow!" I hiss "what was that for?"

"Well for trying to runaway and...earlier" he crossed his arms and stared straight through my soul.

"Shit, I forgot about earlier...I'm so sorry" I ran my fingers through my hair "I was very overwhelmed and didn't know how to comprehend all my emotions because....of the way you touched me" whispering the last part.

He stood there staring bullets through my soul, not leaving my eyes. he still looked pissed at me.

"Please! I'm really really sorry!" I whined "I regret saying it so much, I would never say that usually"

"You still said it" he said with no emotion.

I stood up and his gaze never left me. I have so much guilt and I don't know if he'll forgive me. Surprisingly he's been really supportive and comforting towards me. He's also noticed...problems I've had. Not even Ron or Hermione have noticed, even Ginny!

He wants to help me...when no one else does...maybe I should let him well...he probably doesn't want to anymore.

"I know! And I'm so so sorry!" I cried out.

His face stayed rock solid and his eyes showed absolutely no emotion. I felt my eyes tear up and I tried to hold them back because I've already cried today. He must think I'm so weak!

"Mal-Draco...I know you won't forgive...because what I said was horrible, absolutely appalling but" my voice slightly cracked due to my throat burning in pain "I'm very sorry and I wish I never said it...but it was said.."

He was about to walk away, I guess I was right. I didn't want him to leave. I jumped and grabbed his hand, spinning him around to face me. I saw him shiver slightly at my touch and his eyes widen.

"Please don't leave" I pleaded.

"You were right..." I a tear slid down my face "all along, I do have issues that I try to ignore. I tell myself that I'm fine and put on a fake smile for everyone. I put on a show for everyone so I can hide my true self... but somehow you saw past that show. Not even my closest friends noticed but someone my mortal enemy, you, ..you did..you noticed" I sighed and let out a small laugh of disbelief "your the one who tried to comfort me, to support me and to help me yet... and I pushed you away constantly because I told myself I was fine so many times that i believed it and didn't even realise what I was doing to myself.

"And I am so sorry! So bloody sorry! For pushing you away, yelling at you, hurting you and for everything I've ever said to you" I broke down into tears "I-I can n-never forgive myself for what I've done t-to you so I d-don't expect you to either, Im a horrible person and I bloody hate mys-"

He hugged me.

His arms were wrapped in a tight brace around my shaking body and I let everything out, I mean everything. I hugged him back..his touch..my touch, it's perfect. This feels so right, so very right. I want to stay in his arms forever and ever. Our touch is so perfect it's like a key to its lock....literally made for each other.

I soon hear sobbing, not from me but from Draco? Why is he crying? I tried to pull out of the hug to ask him but as soon as I did so, his pale arms brought me back into his grasp. He held me closer then before, we were both crying into each other shoulder. I swear it was an hour we stood there, holding each other.