My Seven Boyfriends (BTS FF)

Chapter 16: Forgiveness

"Y/n sweetheart I don't think you're in a good state of mind to have sex right now" jin said rubbing my back as we sat on the bed.

I wanted to have sex to take my mind off namjoon and maleah. I'm jealous I will admit it. But namjoon and I have been dating for 1 year in a few weeks was our 2 year anniversary. He's never had eyes on other women but me. I was truly hurt. And all I wanted to do was replace pain with pleasure.

"Jin I need something to take my mind off things right now. Is it because of maleah ? Am I not pretty enough? Are you guys not attracted to me anymore?" I said while tears ran down my cheeks.

Maybe that was it . Maybe the guys weren't attracted to my body anymore. Maybe coming to Hawaii was a horrible idea. We should've stayed home. None of this would've happened.

"Baby that's not it at all you're fucking gorgeous and fuck maleah if namjoon doesn't notice the beautiful princess you are then it's his loss you still have us and we aren't going anywhere" Taehyung said holding my hand in his.

I stayed in the guys room as they tried to comfort me the most they could . I was surprised they turned down a three some. But it was nice seeing they didn't see me as a sexual object or treat me like a toy.

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Namjoon walked into his and y/n's hotel room looking for her he checked the room and bathroom only to see she was missing. He noticed her suitcase was gone. Then the thought of her leaving him frightened him.

He pulled his phone from his pocket and called her several times. She didn't pick up. He started to grow worried. He even texted her too and got no reply. He then decided to go the each members rooms and check if she was with them.

He went into jimin and hoseok's room
And there was no sign of her.

He went into yoongi and Jungkook's room she wasn't their either.

He then went to jin and tae's room. He knocked on the door. And tae opened the door to see who it was.

"Hyung is y/n with you?" He asked taehyung

"Yeah but why are you suddenly concerned about her now? You were gone for almost two hours. She's with jin. " taehyung said to namjoon.

Namjoon sighed and rubbed the back of his neck.

"Can I just see my girlfriend" namjoon said.

"She's asleep and plus I don't think she'd want to see you , you should give her some space."

As soon as those words left taehyung's mouth namjoon was pissed the fuck off. Who the fuck was taehyung to tell namjoon what he should and shouldn't do with his girlfriend.

He pushed taehyung out of the way and went towards y/n who was asleep on jins bare chest. Y/n's eyes opened at the sudden touch of namjoon's hand on her head. She tried getting up only to jin holding onto her tighter.

Y/n tapped jins chest he was still have asleep.

"Can you let go of me for a little jin" I said but all I heard were a few mumbles.

I got up successfully removing his arms from me managing to not wake him up.

"Can we talk y/n ?" Namjoon asked me.

I didn't want to talk to him nor did I want to hear his explanation I just wanted to move on from this and go home already.

"No it's okay I forgive you" I said to him putting on a fake smile.

"No you don't"

He's right I don't forgive him but I didn't want to talk about it with him

I grabbed his hand and intertwined our fingers and kissed his cheek.

"I do forgive you , now let's go to our room and sleep I'm tired. " I said.

I wanted to try and just put this behind me even if it mean't I had to fake a smile and act unbothered.