𝐒𝐔𝐍𝐅𝐋𝐎𝐖𝐄𝐑 || ITZY X TXT FF

Part 8 (meant for each other)

"Ryujin where have you been?! We've been looking for you two?!" Yeonjun yells out and I look at Soobin but he is just calm. "I bet they were playing tongue tennis." Beomgyu said. He looks so angry but somehow he is still calm with his voice. "you know that's not true." Soobin said and Beomgyu laughs sarcastically. "Really Soobin? Cause I think that's exactly what's going on!" Beomgyu punches Soobin in the face. I try to pull Beomgyu away from Soobin but eventually the boys holds him in place. "What is wrong with you?!" I yell at Beomgyu and he scoffs. "What's wrong with me? How about I ask the same thing to you! Why are you kissing this guy when you have a boyfriend!?" He yells at me and I start tearing up. "Are you being serious?! We aren't even together! Everything is fake between us so stop acting like a child!" I yell back. It gets quiet after I snap back at him. His eyes gets teary but he just starts laughing. "You're right, have fun you two.." he said walking away. What the actual hell?! I run over to Beomgyu and Chaeryoung was about to stop me until Taehyun grabs her arm and said "let her talk to him."
I grab Beomgyu's arm to stop him from walking away. "What is wrong with you Beomgyu? Stop walking away from your problems like this." I said and he turns around to look at me. "What is wrong with me? I fell in love with the dumbest girl on earth." He said. wait what did he just say?
I widened my eyes and he continues to say "I'm sorry for feeling this way towards you when I know that you like Soobin. I'm sorry for making your life so complicated and I'm so sorry for not acting mature enough." He takes a deep breath to calm himself down before taking my hand and whisper "but please don't leave my side Ryujin.. give me time to make you fall in love with me. I know that I have a lot of money but all I can give is myself.. I don't know what loving someone feels like but if it's like this then I don't want to stop loving you.." I start to cry again.. what kind of situation am I in?! "I- I-"
I stutter not being able to say anything. He nods at me "it's okay, I can wait for as long as I'm alive.. I'll show you how much I love you and how much I'm willing to do for you.." he said caressing my face.. but all of the sudden everything gets blurry. And before I know it, I faint and fall into Beomgyu's arms.

The next day I wake up to see Beomgyu with a bowl of porridge. "What happened?" I ask him. Chaeryoungs stuff isn't in here? "Stupid! You decide to go outside without a cardigan and now you have a fever." He said while blowing on the steaming porridge. "Where is everyone?" I ask. "They all left." He said. I look at him in shock "Chill, I have already called your mom and I told her that you'll be staying here with me in the beach house until you feel better." Are you serious?! This guy is really something else. The door opens and I see Soobin smiling at me. His bottom lip is busted and I feel sorry for him. "Can we talk?" Soobin asks and I look at Beomgyu. "Alright I'll give you five minutes." He said to Soobin before closing the door. Soobin sits on the edge of the bed. "How are you feeling Ryujin?" He asked and I tell him that I'm feeling better. "I'm sorry for what happened to you Soobin.." I said and he just chuckles. "This is nothing.. actually I'm here to tell you something." I look at him confused. Didn't he already tell me everything last night? "It's true that I have feelings for you but I know that Beomgyu is meant to be with you and not me.. don't worry, I'll still be here for you when you need me but I'll let you go for Beomgyu.." he said. "What do you mean?" I ask and he takes my hand. "I love you Ryujin, I really do. But some people are just meant for each other and I know that you and Beomgyu are meant to be with one another." He said smiling to reassure me that what he is saying is true. "And don't worry stupid, I'm not mad at him anymore." Beomgyu said leaning back against the door. I smile at both of them.. Soobin then walks away and before he leaves the room he said "if Beomgyu is being mean, call me and I'll bring you home." Beomgyu runs after him and screams "SHE IS MINE!" I laugh at them.. I never thought that everything would turn out like this after what happened last night.. Beomgyu comes back and he tries to feed me porridge. "I don't like carrots!" I whined and he looks at me annoyed. "Maybe that's why you're so dumb! Eat it so I can get a smart girlfriend!" He said and I laugh at him. "What's so funny?" He asks. "You're just not affectionate whatsoever." I said and he puts the spoon back in the bowl. "Get yourself a new boyfriend then!" He gets petty and I grab his arm so he won't leave. "No, don't go!" I said before I went "ahh~" he chuckles and gives me a spoonful of porridge. "Stupid." He said while chuckling and I look at him pissed. He then pinches my cheek before whispering, "but you're still cute."
He really is different compared to other guys.. He isn't romantic, he is so childish, he can be petty at the smallest thing yet he makes my heart flutter.. is he really meant for me as Soobin said? Did I choose the right thing?