Starlight

Y- YuJonh

Jonh

Yugin is sleeping, he needs to take a rest, I keep on glancing on the mirror when I saw his reflection grinning at me

" Fuck" I shouted and accidentally stepped on the brake that caused Yugin and Sha to shout

" Hey, What happened?" Yugin asked

" None, sorry" I apologized and continued driving

It feels like a nightmare, Nightmare that haunts me, is there something I need to be aware of?

" Hey, let's go," I said and woke them up

We went inside my condominium and started eating, after eating we decided to sleep since we have our shooting tomorrow

I really wanted to own Yugin tonight but I know that he needs to rest so I decided to go to bed first

I am lying down when I felt him crawling next to me

" Hey, are you sleeping?" He asked

I pretended like I am already sleeping

" Uhm, I guess you are" He continued talking

" You know what Jonh, earlier at the accident I have this wild imagination, I-- " He stopped talking and took a deep breath

" I guess, I'm just tired and saw many stupid things," He said " whatever happens to us, I just want you to know that I love you," He said and hugged me

I love you too, I mouthed, I was about to close my eyes when tears started crawling down to my face

What's the meaning of this? Why am I crying? My heart is beating very loud and fast, I took a deep breath and focused myself to sleep

Ring

Ring

" Hello?"

" Jonh just a reminder, today's schedule is 9 am okay," Nojh said

I took a glance on my phones time

" No it's still 7:30," I said irritably

" I know right, that's why I'm reminding you," He said

" Okay, okay, I'll prepare now"' I answered and ended the call

I stood up from my bed and glanced at Yugin who is sleeping peacefully, I walked slowly and went to the bathroom and took a bath

I'm at the middle of scrubbing my foot when Yugin knocked on the door.

"Baby. I want to pee" He said and opened the door

Thank goodness the shower room is separated to the toilet room

"Hey, why are you quiet?" He asked and peeked on the door

"None, since you are here let's take a bath together," I said

He immediately removed his clothes and went inside

"Hey scrub my back," He said and handed me the soap

" Yugin, what if our relationship won't last long? What if one of these days we'll be realized that we are really not meant for each other, what are you going to do?" I asked

"Well. If that will happen, I'll accept it wholeheartedly, I'll just enjoy the remaining days that we have" He answered

" Are you not going to fight for us?"

" I will, but what if we really don't work out? What if we are just dreaming and everything is just an illusion? What if--" I stopped him from talking by crushing my lips on his

" HEY! What are you guys doing?" we both startled when Sha knocked on the door

" Taking a bath" Yugin answered

" Hurry up, I already cooked breakfast" Sha answered and went outside

" I'm done, I'll wait outside," Yugin said

I am left alone, I took a deep breath

Those what if's are so damn annoying.

After taking a bath I went out of the bathroom

I sat right next to Yugin, we started eating, after all the preparations we hurriedly went to my car, today we are going to shoot the last scene of the story which is my proposal to Yugin.

Our story is not that long, the filming is not that long as well.

As we arrived at the venue, the whole team started fixing the set, make-ups are done, cameras are rolling.

Action.

I was kneeling down in front of Yugin, preparing myself to give him the ring when an earthquake started.

Everyone is shouting, running, Yugin and I were about to run outside the building when a broken glass from the chandelier hit Yugin, I was about to run next to him when the ceiling falls exactly on me. I starred to Yugin who is lying down covered with blood, I tried standing up but my feet were buried on the floor.

"Jonh?" I heard Yugin shouted

"I am here, I---" I wasn't able to continue my statement when I suddenly lost my consciousness.

I woke up from a light coming from the room, everyone is wearing a white gown, I think they are doctors.

I felt how my eyes became heavy, but before I finally closed it, I saw Yugin standing in front of me smiling.

"I love you" The last words I said after finally closing my eyes.

Yugin

All things are settled, right now we are going to film the last part of the story, the proposal, this will be the last scene for our short film.

After the cue of the director, Jonh kneeled down, he was about to give me the ring when the floor suddenly shake.

Earthquake.

We all run out of the building, Jonh and I were left inside, I don't know what happened but the only thing I can remember is that I was hit by a  broken chandelier, my sight becomes blurry as I totally lost my senses.

I woke up from light, very bright light that hurts my eyes. I opened my eyes slowly when I saw my grandmother's face smiling at me.

"These are just challenges"

"Are you here to fetch me? Are you going to bring me with you, grandma?"

She just smiled and shook her head. She held my hand and pulled me out of the white room.

Everything is perfect, Jonh and I are perfect but why does this thing need to happen? I am already happy, why do I need to face this cruel consequences?

The love we had was just a lie.