Unwanted Love (Love Series#1)

Simula

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Simula

                  Hillarie Dayne Velazquez-Mendez

Nakabusangot ang aking mukha habang naiinis sa aking asawa na si Drake Yuan Mendez. My longtime crush. Yes. You heard it right. My longtime crush is now my husband. To tell you honestly, I didn't imagine my self getting married at 20 years old. Masyado pang bata para mag pakasal ako.

I have goals to achieve. I have my own dreams... my own priorities. Pero ngayong kasal na ako ay iba na ang priority at goals ko ay 'yon 'yung asawa ko. My priority now is him and my goals now is to take care of him and make him love me back.

Kaya ko kaya itong gawin?

Dati hanggang tingin lang ako sakaniya. Nasanay na ako na gano'n na lang ang gawin ko.... ang tignan sya mula sa malayo. Do'n pa lang masaya na ako. Ano pa kaya 'yung maikasal sakaniya diba? Ano pa kaya 'yung maging asawa niya at makasama niya sa iisang bahay.

I'm really happy to be his wife... but sometimes being his wife is hurt. I'm really happy to be with him kahit na mukhang ayaw na ayaw niya sa akin. Mag asawa nga kami... nakatira kami sa iisang bahay pero ang pagsasama namin ay parang board mate lang.

Kulang na lang mabingi ako sa katahimikan ng bahay namin. He doesn't talk to me that much. Parang inis na inis siya sa tuwing kinakausap ako. Magsasalubong pa lang ang pangin namin nagagalit na agad siya.

Ang hirap mo naman abutin, Drake. Ang hirap-hirap mong mahalin.

"Hillarie! Ano matagal ka pa ba? We're getting late!"Drake shouted, he's sound annoyed.

Lagi naman.

Umirap ako at nagbuntong-hininga na lang.

"I'm going!"sigaw po pabalik.

Nagmamadali kong kinuha ang sling bag ko na nasa bed side table at sinuot 'yon. I put some tints on my lips before going down. I have my own room here in our house. Yes. You heard it right, too. Hindi po kami magkasama ni Drake sa iisang kwarto which make me sad but it's okay. I understand him.

Sa amin dalawa, ako lang yata ang masaya sa kasal namin.

He doesn't want to marry me. He doesn't want this marriage but he had no choice. Napilitan lang siya na pakasalan ako dahil sa mga magulang namin. Our marriage is arranged by our parents.

We bond to marry each other for our companies sake. Sounds stupid right? I don't care that much. I've been in love with my husband for a long time at nung sinabi sa akin ni daddy na ipapakasal nila ako kay Drake ay hindi na ako tumanggi. Cause, why not?

Huminga ako ng malalim nang makarating ako sa living room ng bahay namin. Mabuti na lang ay mabilis ako tumakbo kung hindi baka naabutan ko na naman ang pag apoy ng bibig ng asawa ko. I pouted when I saw my husband... sitting on our couch. He looked at me with his dark eyes. I gulped. Ayan na naman ang mga mata niya.

"Bakit ba ang tagal mo? Kanina pa ako naghihintay dito."asik niya bago ako tuluyan makalapit sakaniya.

Bakas sa boses niya ang pagkainis at galit. Huminga ako ng malalim at nag iwas ng tingin.

"Pasensya na... nag ayos pa kasi ako."halos bulong na sabi ko.

He raised his brows at me. His eyes went to my body. His jaw dropped when he saw my dress. I gasped. Ano na naman kaya ang problema niya sa suot ko? Maayos naman ang suot ko ah? I'm wearing my off-shoulder dress, above my knee. It's simple but beautiful. I love this dress. Kakabili ko lang nito kahapon. Don't tell me, he doesn't want me wearing this dress!

"What with that look, Drake? Ayaw mo ba? Maganda naman ah... it's simple but it's beautiful pero kung ayaw mo magbibihis na lang ulit ako. I'll make it quick."malungkot na sabi ko.

Pinaghandaan ko pa naman itong araw na ito. Bumili pa ako ng bagong dress kahit marami naman akong dress na hindi pa nagagamit. Napatingin ako kay Drake nang bigla niyang hawakan ang braso ko. Kumunot ang noo ko. What is the meaning of this?

"Drake?"pagtawag ko sakaniya. "'Wag ka mag-alala, sandali lang ako."

He sighed and shook his head. Napanguso naman ako. Ano ba talaga ang gusto mo, Drake?

"You don't need to change that dress of yours,"he started and bit his lower lip. "Yeah. You're right, that's dress is simple but damn it, Hillarie. You look so, damn. sexy. with. that. dress."aniya at hinila na ako palabas ng babay.

I gasped and bit my lower lip. Did I heard it right? Sinabi ba niya na sexy ako sa dress na ito? O baka naman guni-guni ko na naman 'yon. Nitong mga nakaraang araw kung ano-ano na lang ang naririnig ko na sinasabi niya.

Sometimes, he would say I'm pretty. Sometimes, he would say I'm too cute for him.
Sometimes, he would say I'm too kind for him.

And Sometimes, he would say he doesn't deserve me.

Wala na yatang ibang magawa si Drake kundi ang baliw-hin ako. Wala na siyang ibang ginagawa kundi ang guluhin ang utak at puso ko. Why are you doing this to me, Drake.

Are you falling on me, too, my husband?

Cause I'll be happy if you do, my love.

I sighed. Impossibleng mangyari 'yon, Hillarie. Impossibleng mangyari ang gusto mo.

"He won't love you back, Hillarie. Keep dreaming."