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1. Confused Feelings

Kat POV

Ray asked me if I want to go with him to meet his friends but I politely declined and told him I am really tired and want alone time and rest for now. I stayed at home with Bernie. Yay! More cuddles with my baby boi.

Whilst watching netflix and cuddling with Bernie, I felt sudden longingness for Dom. It's been a while since the last time I saw her. I know our next convention is two weeks from now but I can't wait to hear her angelic voice and see her beautiful face. I need to call her but I know she is busy with her new project Season of Love and I don't want to disturb her. I ended up just sending her imessage checking out on her and saying I'm missing her and I can't wait to see her again. It's been a couple of hours since I sent her the message but she hasn't replied yet. Maybe she's really busy.

Instead of staying at home for the rest of the day, I decided to go for a hike with Bernie to divert my thoughts. When we reached the forest and the lake, I found out that I forgot my phone at home. I couldn't help myself not to think of Dom again. What if she replied? I really missed those times when we used to go for a hike and kayaking with Bernie back in the days. I really missed Dom. I really missed my bestfriend.

I was zoned out whilst Bernie is playing around. Dom is a great actress. I am really proud of her, I really am, knowing she's exploring her crafts and she's doing really great at it, but why is it there's a pain inside my heart everytime I think of what Dom and her onscreen partner are doing whilst onset. The last time we talked about it, she informed me that this film is very gay in nature. I can't help but feel jealous thinking there will be intimate scenes between them. I can't imagine someone will embrace her and kiss her other than myself.

I know I came out to public about my sexual preference but I know it is wrong for me to feel this way for my bestfriend because Dom is my bestfriend and I am married to Ray, and I love him and Dom, right?

Bernie and I went home. I checked my phone and saw 10 notifications. 1 call and 1 message from Ray, checking out on us and the rest were from Dom.

Dom: Hi Bub! Thank you for your message. I'm really sorry for the late reply. We were busy filming. I am really tired right now, but how are you? I hope everything is well, love. I miss you too, more than words can say. Let me know if I can call you.

Dom did try to call me, and when I didn't reply, she sent me another message asking if everything is okay and if I can call back once I received her messages.

Should I call her? She said she's really tired. Maybe she's sleeping. Whatever Kat. I facedtime her. Dom answered the call with her bedroom voice.

Dom: Hello Babe!
Kat: Hi Dommy!

10 seconds of silence enveloped us.

Dom: Honey, are you still there?
Kat: Yes, hun. I'm still here. I'm sorry, I  was zoned out.
Dom: Why? Is everything okay, love?
Kat: Everything is fine. Don't worry about me.
Dom: Are you sure? I can feel there's something you want to tell me.
Kat: Dommy...
Dom: What is it love? Tell me, I'm listening.
Kat: God, I missed you so much Dom. I told her and I didn't realise tears are falling down my cheeks.
Dom: Hey, baby. What's going on? And baby, I missed you too, more than words can say. You can  tell me everything love. Please.
I can feel and see her concern and she is worried about me. She really wants to know. Knowing Dom, she will not let this go.

Before I could even respond, I heard Ray was calling me and Bernie in the living room. I told Dom that I had to go and it was really nice to see her face again and hear her voice again. She understood and said that we will continue our conversation during our convention. She also said that she was thinking of me whilst on the set filming, wishing I was there with her because I am her rock and I really inspire her a lot. I was speechless and was zoned out again. Should I tell Dom that I am jealous of her new onscreen partner? I can't. She is my bestfriend and I am married. We said our goodbyes and ended the call.

Aaaahhh. Dominique Provost-Chalkley, you will be the death of me.