DomKat: We are soulmates. ✨❤️❤️❤️✨

5. Change of Heart

Author's Note:

Hello everyone! Again, I just want to say thank you guys for your time reading, voting and leaving comment on my story. I really appreciate it. ❤️

Have a beautiful and safe weekend to us! 🙏💕
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Kat POV

Flashback

Last weekend was such a roller coaster of emotions. Thank God for the trip I have had with my mum and dad. It helped me a lot to relax and think clearly.

I enjoyed the time I've spent with my mum's hometown. It was my first time to go there and spent with our other relatives. I got the chance to know my mum's birthplace. Where she grew up and moulded her to be such an exceptional woman. We went to different places around and other countries nearby.

On our last night in the hotel where we stayed, my mum came to my room to check up on me. Little did I know, during our trip she was observing me. She was happy of our trip but should have been more happier if she knew their only daughter was genuinely happy. She knew I did enjoy and happy with our trip and showed my best smiles but she also knew that behind those smiles were heartaches and pain in my heart that am hiding inside myself. I was lying on my bed when I felt her warm and tight embrace around me from behind. I pulled away from her for a while just to face her and embrace as tight as I could, as if I cling to her for my life like I used to when I was a kid. I buried my face on her chest and didn't realise I was already crying myself out to her. She kept kissing the top of my head and rubbing my back enough for me to know that she knew exactly what I'm going through and to remind me that she and dad are always there to guide, help and support me always and forever. I even cried more because of my mum's undying and unconditional love. Am already an adult. Shouldn't have I acted as one? but here I was, I felt like I'm still a teenager who doesn't know what to do with her life's dramas.

The words that came out of my mouth in between my sobs were "I'm so sorry, mum. I failed you and dad. I screwed up, mum and I really don't know what do." "Ssshh. Just let yourself out, baby. I think I already know what's going on but please tell mum everything. I will listen and will be here for you to accept, love and protect you at all cost. Dad and I will do everything we could to guide and help you, and respect whatever your decision is," my mum said to with full of love and understanding. I pulled away from her and looked into her eyes and said,"thank you mum." "If I may ask, is it about you and Ray and Dom?" she asked straightforward. How did you know, mum? Am I that obvious?, I asked her. "That's why you call me, mum. I know you and I feel you." she said whilst smiling. Yes, mum, I said. How's is it possible to love two people at the same time?, I asked her. "It happens, baby. But you should know when to stop because you are and will not only hurt yourself but you are and will also hurt them. Can you please describe your love for Dom and your love for Ray?" she asked me. Both of them are my best friends, mum. Mum, we both know that Ray came into my life first before Dom. You and dad also knew my sexual preference but I fell in love with Ray. We were really happy building our life together especially when Bernie came into our life. I really thought that was enough and I was lucky enough that I've found the man of my dream. I love him, mum but something was missing that I couldn't explain until Dom came into my life. The moment I laid my eyes on her, I already felt our deep connection as if we knew each other in the past. She awakened something inside of me without her doing anything about it. Everytime we looked in each other's eyes, it felt like it was our souls talking to each other. And then one day, I realised I was falling in love with her. I also felt we became more than friends but she respected my relationship with Ray and didn't do anything to ruin.  I was really afraid that time because people started to noticing our closeness either within the Wynonna Earp cast, the industry and our Fandom. Ray did notice it too that's why he was always present in almost if not all of our conventions back then. Although he supported Dom's and I Fandom, he became really jealous of Dom, and for him, he needed to win against Dom. He proposed to me and I said yes to him because he was a goodman and I knew I love him and marrying my bestfriend is the right thing to do and will make me happy.