8. How Can I Ever Resist Her?

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Author's Note:

Hello everyone. Thank you guys for reading, liking and leaving comments on my story. Thank you for your patience for my story update, I've been busy as a volunteer for the feeding and gift giving program of the Start The Wave Philippines this coming weekend. 🙏❤️

Anyway, I'll do my best to update this story as often as possible and thank you in advance for your support and encouragement by seeing the number of people who share their time reading, liking and commenting on my story. You really don't know how it means to me. So, thank you from the bottom of my heart. I hope you still like and will never get bored of my storyline. God bless us all! 🙏 😇 💕

P.S. Photo not mine. Credit to the owner @dutchstarbuck
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Dom POV

I was early today than usual at the venue for our Ehconcanada convention. I greeted and gave each of the organisers and some earpers who welcomed me as I entered the room, my big bear hugs. Being Physical Touch is one of my languages of love, I really love the feeling of hugging people, it allows me to convey my deepest emotions and to let them know and feel how important and valuable they are to me. How I wish I can hug my bub at this very moment to let her feel how much I missed her and how much she means to me. But where is she? I haven't seen her yet. Unlike me, she usually is one of the early birds in most of our conventions. I looked around and didn't find her anywhere in the room. I was tempted to ask one of the organisers but I opted not to and went instead to the table where I was assigned for our autograph session and had a catch up with the people around me. Not long so enough that I got settled myself on my seat preparing something for the session, I heard people were greeting Kat. I couldn't see her from where I was but I can smell her vanilla dipped donut scent, which is actually my favourite, is getting closer and closer to me and I can feel her long stare was burning through my senses to the deepest part of my soul, it surely gave me goosebumps all over my body. Oh my God, what is this girl doing to me. She really is something more than the way I expected her to be, I thought to myself. When I was certain that she was already in front of me. I pretended I didn't notice her by lifting my head a bit enough for me to see who the person was in front of me. And there she was, the most gorgeous Katherine Barrell with her beautiful eyes staring at me for a long time. Yes!!! Have you seen her big beautiful brown eyes? I must admit that always get lost at her eyes everytime I look at her. I gave her my genuine and sweetest smile which made her zoned out a million miles away from her body. I wanted to look deep into her eyes and get lost for a moment but I knew at the back of my mind, our day  was about to start in a few and we cannot continue us getting lost in each other's eyes. I shook my head to clear my mind and decided to slightly tapped her arm to catch her attention and asked her if she knew that it was rude to stare at people for a very long period of time. She didn't the first time I said it which made me repeat myself again. And in one breath with those puppy eyes, she shyly told me, "OhIamreallysorryIdidn'tmeantostareIjustcouldn'thelpitYou'resoobeautifulandImissedyousoomuchDominique!!" Oh my God, she's really cute and looks like a baby when she gets flustered, I told myself. To let her know and feel that it was okay, I told her to slow down as it was just the two us who can hear what she just said. Then I stood up, went to where she's at, pulled her for big tight hug and told her how I wish my hug could let her know and feel how much she means to me and how much did I missed her every waking day of my life since the day she stepped out from the venue in Brazil. I heard Kat started to sniff. Little did I know, my eyes were already glistening with tears when we pulled away from our hug. She cupped my face with her both hands and looked me into my eyes and told me there are a lot of things she wanted to tell me and she asked me if it was okay for me and was not too much to ask If I could spend my two nights of our stay in the convention with her. I wasn't able to reply straightaway not because I didn't want to but because I was really overwhelmed of what I just heard of her asking me to spend my "technically" my entire weekend with her and also because I was afraid of what comes next. When I met Kat the first time, I knew and I am certain that I've found the better half of my soul in her and as time went by, I've realised and understood why it didn't work out with anyone else. I've loved and given my love to my previous partners but it didn't feel right, but with her, it just felt raw yet so genuine, deep and real. I never knew I could ever love anyone the way that I love her until she accepted Ray's marriage proposal after those 5 long months that we spent everyday and did so many special things and moments together that made us "the One" to and for each other. It really broke my heart and my soul but my love for her is way too deep, forgiving, accepting and lasting to allow myself to let her choose and let her go and be with someone who will make her and see her happy even that someone was not me. Now, I am afraid of what comes next and myself because despite of me knowing that there's a big possibility that I will get hurt again and she will choose him over me again if I say "Yes" to her, I really don't know how to resist her and I really don't know if I could ever let her go again if she asked me to. But I should face and conquer my fear and allow my love for her and faith for true love and soulmates connection take their course this time. After a few minutes of keeping her waiting for my response, I pulled away from her a bit so I can wrapped my arms around her shoulders and whispered to her with full of emotion and hope that I would love to spend my weekend nights with her and asked her if it's her place or mine. "My place," she replied with her hearty and puppy eyes. I really love when she does that. I told her with a flirty tone to not use her charm on me because we are just about to start our day and to save those puppy eyes and flashing of signature dimples of her for tonight, and winked at her before I went back to my seat and left her standing her zoned out.

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