DomKat: We are soulmates. ✨❤️❤️❤️✨

3. Why Can't It Be?

Author's note:

Warning: This is quite a long update and still sad in the end. There is also some intimate moments towards the end of the chapter.

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Kat POV

Flashback

I can't believe I'm going to see the Earpers, my friends from the Wynonna Earp, Brazil and of course, Dom. The feeling is overwhelming and I couldn't help myself but to smile everytime I think that I'll get to spend more time with my Dommy in one of her fave places.

I didn't realise that I was zoning out until Ray hugged me from behind and kissed me just below my ear. "What's on your mind, my beautiful wife? I hope it's us or else I'll be jealous," He said. I just smiled and ignored what he asked. Then, he asked me if he can tag along with me to Brazil for the Love Fan Fest convention. "No, you can't", my immediate response to him. He used that to start an argument which made me agitated and frustrated. "Why Kat? Why can't I? You used to bring me to every single convention you guys have. But all of a sudden, you started to make up excuses for me not to go with you. Also, I've been noticing how close and intimate you and Dominique to each during these past few conventions that you guys had. Do I have reasons to be jealous?" He said. I don't believe you Ray. We are always together every single day. The conventions are the only time I get to spend time with my friends. And for you to think that about Dom and I? She's my bestfriend and we're not doing anything wrong for you to think that way, I said. "You have to make sure about that, Kat. Don't forget that we are married and you are mine," He said. Yes, I am married to you Ray but I am not your property. I have my own life. He left me and did let me finish what I had to say. I was crying the whole day. I don't want to see Ray nor speak to him.

I fell asleep with a heavy heart. When I woke up, I checked my insta and found Dom's post with her luggages and guitar getting ready for the Love Fan Fest. It made me smile knowing I will finally see my Dommy again.

Present

I arrived at the venue with the organisers and some of the earpers but I couldn't see Dom. I totally forgot that she has the clean up the coastline with the Start The Wavers. After an hour, there she is wearing her beautiful smile and moon eyes. I can't help but just looked at her like a star in my darkest night. I didn't realise she was already right in front of me snapping her fingers to wake me up from spacing out. "Hi love, do you like what you see?" She said. I just nooded and smile back at her showing her my signature dimples whilst trying to hide my face which I bet as red as tomato right now because of blushing. She opened her arms and said and winked at me, "Come here, you silly! Don't try to use your charm on me right now. I'm vulnerable."

Oh my God, is she flirting with me? Kat, stop that. She just misses you a lot. I said to myself before throwing my open arms around Dom. Aaahh. It felt soooo good. We hugged for God knows how long. I felt all my stresses were swept away by that hug. Dom always telling me and others that she feels safe in my arms but the truth is, she is my home, she is my strength, she is my inspiration, she's my better half (kind of). I can stay with her like this for hours, days, months, years and even a lifetime if time and circumstance will allow us.

During one of the Wayhaught panels, Dom said "It is okay for girls to have feelings with people of the same sex in a more positive way rather than trying to suppress their feelings and then later on will regret it for not showing or telling it." Is she pertaining to me or to us? Is she saying this because I just came in public about my sexual preference? Oh my God, this is not happening. I am really in awe of this human being. What she had become as a person. She's really one in a million. At that very moment, I really wanted to embrace her and tell her how much she means to me. But I was such a coward and same old Kat, I just tried my best to keep my emotions at bay because I am married and that's the right thing to do.