My Lost Journal (An RPW Thing)

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Written by: cutiehyunjins

Entry: poem

I remembered, I commented on a post.
"Comment down below, i'll give you a guy"
come on, laugh and look up in the sky.
i've just had a crush on someone
In just a blink of an eye.

my crush is a rugged one
he's always cold,
he doesn't want to talk,
he's kinda rude,
but damn dude,
I began to like his attitude!

several days had past
you may say i'm sad
because I always failed to make him glad
he felt irritated, pissed, and mad,
but come on?
I don't easily give up!

brown leaves are falling,
high walls are breaking,
icebergs are melting,
you've said you like me,
I wanna scream!
why do u keep giving me
this felicity, tingling, and thrilled feeling?!

you're my first.
I truly like you, (—).

we've talked and talked,
every day, every night,
whatever, I wanna keep on saying,
I just wanna be with you
I wanna keep you
I wanna learn to "love" u
with all my might.

at every texts I got,
I quickly smile in an instant.
in every heart stickers you've sent,
my heart goes *bathump! bathump!*
as if it was on race.
you may said it sounds cringe,
but let me ask u,
don't you feel any of this
when your own "loml" talks sweetly to you?

I gave my full attention,
I invested too much time,
I was happy so call it 'worth it'
congratulations, said by my heart
but be careful, said by my mind.

hey wait!
you've began to chat me lesser than before,
I felt like I am being disregarded
tell me, how can i stop feeling disappointed?

you've told me this words repeatedly.
I am sorry,
I'll make it up to you,
I like you.
but how sure are you?
he's my boyfriend,
but does he really treat me as his real girlfriend?

oh wait, I apologize.
it's just an RPW,
sorry I forgot.
it's a fake world,
so no real feelings involved.
I promise,
I'll keep a distance,
so that we won't get attached.