Can you feel this?

What about us?

Should I just give up on us.
The idea of ever being anything more to you then a friend.
Freshmen year. Is when I realized I love you.
Now I'm about half way through my Junior year.
And I'm still waiting out for you.

I think you've moved on- but keep me on the back burner. You know I'll always be around for you, no matter what.

But should I just give up on the idea of us? Because some nights it really hurts to think about how you've moved on I guess- I mean, you did say you liked my sister so- I'm guessing you've moved on from any feelings for me that would give us any chance of being more then best friends.

Any other girl you could have ever talked to would have and has dropped you like dirt. But of course you had to choose me, someone that fell in love with the idea of us, someone that genuinely cares.
Someone that hasn't left your side even though you've left mine too many times to count.
Any other girl would have gotten over you by now and moved on- except for me.
I can't.

What if someday you come back to me, and I'm with someone. Then what?
What if you need me, what if you finally turn all your attention to me- what if you finally want me some day?
What if some day I'm enough, and there timing is perfect, and there's nothing stopping us, and no problems or people interfering?

I don't know if you hold that option out to me anymore.

So should I just move on, and get over the idea of us?
Or
Should I keep holding out for you, and in the back of my head dream of us?

I don't know.