It's been so long ago-
That I've started to question whether it really happened.
Did we really hold hands in the movie theater?
Did I hold your hand when you drove me around my neighborhood, while we waited for my family to get home?
Did we really plan out our lives, and willingly expect that fact that we both wanted each other to be apart of our future plans?
Did we really plan to much ourselves official as soon as we could have - because now that we can, you're gone. Moved on. But not left behind.
Did it all really happen??
Sometimes I think that maybe I imagined some of it.
Maybe some things never really happened.
So sometimes I think about asking if you remember, but I know that'll just make things weird.
Though, I really wish I knew.
For now I guess I can just believe they all happened.
And that a year ago was different then present day.
That things change constantly.
And I can't stop it.
No matter what I imagine.
Believe.
Wish for.
Dream of.
Maybe it all never happened in the first place.
Maybe it was just me.
YOU ARE READING
Can you feel this?
PoetryMy inner feelings. The ones I tell no one. The thoughts of you that pass my brain mostly - but if you can feel some of these things, some of these deep, twisted feelings. I'm sorry. You're not alone though. <3
