There's just something about her.
There has to be.
Something about her attracts so many people- and she takes it for granted.
Of course- you spend enough time with her and look at that- you're catching feelings.
But it scares the hell out of you because the last time you caught feelings for her she choose the other guy and left you in the dust.
You said that yourself, that she hurt you so badly that it physically hurt you to even think about it. Made your chest hurt- and fill with anxiety.
Just thinking about getting hurt by her again.
Like it gave your PTSD.
Yet here we are, once again.
You've spend some time with her.
You've sensed that thing that everyone's attracted to from her- but can never put their finger on what that thing is.
There's just something about her that lures people in- traps them, or hurts them.
And you're hurting.
You're hurting right now just thinking about the ways he could and has hurt you.
Yet you can't control how you feel towards her.
you're my best friend. And I love you. And I have for 2 years. I don't want to see her hurt you again.
There's just something about my sister.
Something I'm just missing.
YOU ARE READING
Can you feel this?
PoezjaMy inner feelings. The ones I tell no one. The thoughts of you that pass my brain mostly - but if you can feel some of these things, some of these deep, twisted feelings. I'm sorry. You're not alone though. <3
