We text the same message to each other every night when we go to bed.
Something along the lines of:
"Night night ____, I love you, text ya tomorrow morning"
And I normally text you that first -
And no matter how tired I am, or mad, or sad, or angry. I always find myself waiting.
Every night- I wait for you to text me that back.
Normally you do.
But if you don't- if you fall asleep
I'll wait for that message until I fall asleep.
My phone still in my hand when I wake the next morning.
I still find myself waiting on you- physically responding to the familiar buzz of my phone- my heart skips a beat- every time my phone buzz that specific buzz - the heartbeat - 2 buzzed back to back
I set that a long time ago- and never changed it.
But here I am -
Still waiting for your text back...
YOU ARE READING
Can you feel this?
شِعرMy inner feelings. The ones I tell no one. The thoughts of you that pass my brain mostly - but if you can feel some of these things, some of these deep, twisted feelings. I'm sorry. You're not alone though. <3
