Manipulate me, and dampen my cries, I'll always fall for those kind eyes, though my mind tries to tell me not to, push back the feelings, I dont love you... I just care.
I've been hear before but it's so hard not catching feelings there.
It's like Im always feeling to much, or i need that touch, and I need someones love and I feel weak for that, or at least that's what I'm told, it's like standing on a land mine and waiting to unfold, I'm trying to withhold my feelings. I remember what happend last time, what can I say? It just must be those kind eyes.
See, I cant trust me, I'm always doing what I tell myself not to do, I wont fall for her and I can not fall for you. I cant decide to just destroy my home again
Break my walls down just to lose another friend, or just to lose another love, I'm trying to feel like I'm enough, I'm trying to learn how I should trust, it's not the past I'm thinking of it's my heart.
I dont want to spend my life, making the same mistake of drifting to those bright lights, breaking for those kind eyes that always seem to tell lies, that make me want to end my,
Thoughts.
I can't find love at the bottom of a bowl, only that black junk that eases my soul for a night, sometimes I wish it'd lasts week, so I dont have to find myself drunk and bent over sink. Puking up my problems with a bitter taste of regret, I wish someone or something would get me out of my head, for just a minute.
Forgive me I'm not with it, my brain is always glitching, my heart is always bitching, and I'm always fixing what was destroyed from last gun, I feel like I'll love everyone but find no one, to see me.
Even though I do try, I'll probably make the same mistake to fall for those kind eyes.
"Those beautiful kind eyes"
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My Deepest Poetry
PoetryThis will be my book of poetry, some is trash and some isn't. You can decide what you like.
