America one-shots (NEVER OPENING AGAIN!!)

(AN) Really important

Where do I start

I am not okay
I am sick I feel awful all the time. I am not treating myself like a person I get so mad at myself for not having much done on a request even if I just made one and published two days ago. I get awful nasty thoughts about myself of how much of a failure I am or not worth anyone's time and much more. My anxiety is getting so much worse I am nearly getting five or more panic attach's  a month. I not myself my family and friends are starting to notice heck even people on this app are.But I wouldn't say I am fulling depressed more off getting closer to it. What I want to say is I am taking a little break for writing I need to lose a bit of stress I've been wanting to this  for months but I pushed it away with thought like 'I am fine I just overthinking'. But it been months and I am worse. I not leaving this book just a bit of break. Sorry I need it

Also I want to thank everyone for all the love and support. I got over 100 followers which is crazy. And this book a few of my parts have got over 1 thousand reads. I love reading you're comments if it's funny or kind . I made a lot of friends cause of this book and I've seen other people making friends out of this as well.

I'll been back in a few days .
Thanks for reading this vent.

Slàn duckers