Never Like

Chapter 30

His hand moves away from my lower body, but his eyes remain bolted to mine.

"I don't, Aden." I confirm with finality.
I'm saddened when he gets up and pulls his hair into a bun, unintentionally letting me have a great view of the lean torso that I had been holding in my hands a few seconds ago.

"Alright, I'll be right back."

"Where are you going?"

"To the bathroom."

"It's not to pee, is it?"

"It's okay. I can take care of myself."

"No, please don't go." I plead, pulling his hand.

He bends to come back. I shift to let him sit up then install myself right on top of him.

"I want to feel this with you." I say.

But when I try to touch him, his muscles are bunched up and his lips are still pursed. I caress his face to get him to look at me.

"Let me be here, Aden. Let me be here with you."

I hug his torso to me for the delicious contact of our naked upper bodies pressed together again. I kiss the trail of his neck slowly whilst caressing the slight hairs on his chest and gripping his forearms then upper arms.

He finally returns to me, kneading my breasts once again, and making circles on my back as well as around my belly button. When I feel that he's loosened up, I lower my hands to the top of his belt buckle, playing with the hairs there.

"Let's just have some fun, alright?"

Aden nods, eyes still glazed.

"Do you want my hands here?"
I breathe, letting two fingers trickle into his jeans.

His mouth is ajar as he nods. I open his belt looking straight at him.

"I wonder what you'll feel like in my hand."

I know my words make him harder, because I'm getting wet too. He's trembling under me and I take immense pleasure in making him need the way he made me need his touch.

Once I've opened the zip, I move my hand over him through his boxers. He quivers in my grip. I never break eye contact. Instead, I part my lips and widen my eyes when I take him out in my hand.

"Oh," I say, and flick my wrist so my hold can loosen until I hit the base of him.

I've never had access to a penis, but the size of this one kind of frightens me. I don't really understand how all of that would make it inside of me.