Mindless

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(Jimin's POV)

Nothing.... Nothing you can do about what happened...

"you're attempts are useless... like me. I'm sorry you were chosen to be born with me..."

If I was sorry, I would said it. The only thin you should be sorry for is being sorry for anything in the first place...

"You deserve better..."

I deserve you, you deserve me... and we need to wake up. I can't help because you won't let me...

"I make you weak... I'm sorry.."

STOP! Stop saying that and wake up!

"I can't... there's no point in me waking up. I'll just disappoint everyone and.... Tour..."

She NEEDS us Jimin! There is danger, the others need us... mother needs us.

"You can beg and plead... but in the end, we would hurt Tourmaline and mother more than anyone... we'd hurt our brothers too... it's... there's no point."

NO! You have to stop thinking like that Jimin... we can prove it, we can prove you're better than what you think. We need our mate, Jimin! We need her and she needs us! WAKE UP!

"I'm shutting you out Dragon... I can't continue arguing with you, there's no point." My mind is blank again, I'm alone in the darkness of my mind. Silence around me, nothing but my failures laying somewhere in the dark. I know they're waiting for me.. whispering to me about how weak I am, how stupid I am. How much a I failed everyone around me. I could hear it... but I couldn't hear him. No, I pushed him so far into my mind that he won't be able to get out for a while. His words can't reach me... no one can reach me... I don't deserve it, I only deserve the never ending silence... and the dark.

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(Sapphire's POV)

Like hell if I knew what I was looking for, but I started in the one place I'd been given.... The Library. I stormed through the doors like I was on fire or something. My eyes roaming over the large room with multiple floors.

"Shit! This is going to take forever.." I whined as I looked around at everything. I was assuming it was hidden, which in movies usually means some hidden compartment or movable book that wasn't really a book. My head was spinning, I had nothing to really go on. All I had was this strange small key and the idea that something was hidden here that would help Jimin.

I searched, and searched... and searched some more because the room was filled with books and little nick-knacks that maybe, might have been something- But nothing was found. I couldn't find anything at all. I sat on the floor of the second floor near a wall of books, pulling a few books from the bottom shelf out to look at them and behind them. I ran my hand along the sides of the bottom shelf, maybe looking for some secret button of something.

"Are we rearranging the library, dear?" I heard a soft voice from behind me. I looked up to see Iredia and Kirsa standing there looking as elegant as usual.

"Well it could use some redecorating... though I think the books should stay." Iredia said with a smile as she motioned to the books I had removed from the bottom shelf.

"Oh.. no..uh. Tae.." I was lost, my thoughts all jumbled.

Just explain it to them from start.. calm yourself.

Right.

"Taehyung, he's worried about Jimin. He came to me for help, said he thinks he knows something that can help and...." I pulled the necklace from my neck and held it up to them, the key swinging slightly.

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