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Inspired from the song "Everybody Hates Me" by The Chainsmokers! Go listen to the song above while reading this story!
And finally some angst, not here to hurt y'all Tony stans' feelings :')
It's gonna be really heavy so just stay warned..
BABY TONY DESERVES THE WORLD ALRIGHT 😭
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It was almost midnight, you were sleeping alone on your bed, with the other side empty, where Tony should have been there laid beside you. Deep down you were getting worried every single time that he wasn't coming to sleep and it had been happening for days. All the time you can hear clanks of metal hitting, computer noises and JARVIS's sound from the lab. All he did was to call you down just to bring some coffee.
You couldn't stand it now. He wasn't sleeping. It hurts your heart to see that he never rests and keeps on working. It's harmful to stay awake and even consuming a lot of coffee to stay awake is like never realizing that it could harm too. You walk to his lab, where you see him still working on his suit, that you fold your arms.
"Tony, please go to sleep." You said, in a serious tone. "It's not healthy."
"Y/N, don't worry about me. I'm fine." He yawned in between, as you can see his baggy eyes which were a little darkened too.
"You are tired, Tony. You need to sleep, please. You are making me more worried." You grab his shoulder but he moved away from it, as he chuckled.
"Don't worry about me, sweetheart. I'm gonna be okay." He wiped his hands with the towel till he continued working again. You could feel that anger and worried inside your chest that you were about to snap out of it.
"Tony, please don't force me to take you to sleep. Bed, now!" You raise your voice a bit.
"I said I'm FINE, Y/N. You never need to worry about me, now let me do my work." He cried as he took up the wrench from his desk but you stormed towards him and threw away the wrench and grabbed his arms tightly.
"What is even wrong with you?! I have been observing everytime that you aren't sleeping and just working here all day-night long! You just call me here for coffee and help in some small things, really? You want to show that you are really hard-working than anyone? I don't think so Tony. You don't sleep that's why people see your hard-work nothing but just a waste of time. Why are you doing this? Tell me right now!" You snapped out of it as your cried on his face. He looked at you blank-faced, but his eyebrows lowered down. He sighed.
"Fine, I'll take it out to you." He left your grip away and sat down at the table beside the desk which had the coffee. "You see, Y/N? I'm a superhero. And what's a duty of a superhero to do? Save the world? That's some thing going on with everyone since ages and I hope you remember that too. But.. looking at the world isn't an easy task, Y/N. You know that I'm just here in the lab working on something new for the benefit of the world. I know, people love what I do but, it just doesn't satisfy me. Whenever I sleep for a bit, I get anxiety attacks and PTSD for all the horrible things I did. It's like.. I just fight for myself. The day I realized that I was doing it fine in my heart and people just want to turn up against me, like I'm the one to blame all the mess I did. All the things I did for them, all the sacrifices, all the hard work, that now! You say, that it is a waste of time. Yeah.. it is a waste of time.. they just want to see the heart I gave it for them and look at the blood on my hand and cheer me up, but they cannot see the hole that left inside me, and they just wanna think that I can be useful to us anytime cause they know I can do it but I FEEL like they're using me just for purpose without giving me anything in return." Tears started to stream down his cheeks. You gaped in shock that why would Tony think and feel like such a thing. "My dad yet never loved me, and I lived all alone when they left me forever. I am right here but, these people didn't understand my pain.."
"T-Tony.. listen to me-" You tried to speak but he cut you out.
"NO listen to ME, first!" He screamed. "Did you ever see me smiling on my own? Did you ever see me laughing on my own? Tell me!" His voice started to crack, and that's where your tears also started to come out of your eyes.
"You were the only reason I am alive right now Y/N! Cause I know that you could help me and not just to use me! I can't trust anyone cause I think they would betray me back! I can't love anyone cause I feel they'll cheat on me! I can't sleep cause this world begs that they need protection! I CAN'T LOVE MYSELF WHEN THIS WORLD HATES ME! AND I JUST WANNA KILL MYSELF FOR ALL THIS MISERY THAT I MADE A MISTAKE TO COME HERE TO THIS CRUEL, AWFUL WORLD, WHY DON'T YOU KILL ME!" After minutes of screaming, and heavy tears, he brought a gun from the drawer and held your hand and kept it on your palm. You looked at him with your teary eyes with his. He stepped some inches back, and closing his eyes with sobbing and tears still streaming.
"Kill me now, Y/N. Please.. I don't live. I just wanna die. I hate myself. I hate everyone. Everybody hates me. I'm a monster." His voice was in a low-tone yet cracking in sadness. You started to tremble when you dropped the gun in your hand and you ran towards him and just hugged him tightly till you cried along too.
He was just blanked out like he was out of life. His face was teary and weared off cause of all the pain and suffering from the time. You continued sobbing and apologizing him for misunderstanding him.
"I'm so sorry, Tony.. really sorry.. I never knew you felt like that.. I promise I won't make you sad, ever again, alright? Please! Don't die! Please!" You whimpered and sobbed till you continued hugging him, he didn't had that hope to live but your embrace brought him back again. The warmth you gave him lit up his heart. It was beating. Yes, proper beats, and no irregular enough like it was breaking apart. He hugged you back slightly by extending his arms to your back till he cried slightly.
You returned and wiped all his tears, and kissed him softly. The short kisses you had showed much love than the longer ones.
"Everything would be fine Tony. I'm here for you." You smiled, that finally from his face, he smiled. A true smile.
"Thank you Y/N.. how can I thank you for your.. kindness?" His voice still cracking.
"It's needless, Tony." You smiled as you hugged him back, and him hugging back.
"I love you, Y/N." He smiled.
"I love you too." You replied back.
"Let's go to sleep, shall we?"
You both went upstairs to your bedroom, where you laid your head and Tony snuggled onto you by extending his hands on you.
"Goodnight, Y/N." Tony smiled.
"Goodnight, Tony." You replied smiling as you turned off the lamp.
