shadowhunters smut

Jem Carstairs - first time

Lately, whenever you saw Jem, you couldn't help but to think about what it would be like if you were to have sex with him. But there was a single, solitary problem. You were a virgin. That was why Jem never brought it up. He didn't want to be the one to take it. He thought you deserved better than him.

Right now he was out hunting down a demon that was excessively killing mundies. You decided that you were going to bring it up when he got back.

2 hours later

You were asleep, but you could kinda sense your bedroom door opening. You moved to half consciousness when you felt someone climb in bed with you. You mumbled something unintelligible when you felt Jem press his lips to your temple. He chuckled at you because he always thought you were adorable when he woke you up.

"Jem?" You mumbled at him.

He chuckled again. "Yes, love?"

You leaned over him and lightly pressed your lips to his. He slipped his hand into your hair and tilted his head to get your lips moving a bit more. You deepened the kiss slightly, just enough to let him know that you did in fact want more, but didn't want to control the kiss. He obliged to your wish easily, as you knew he would. You slowly rolled on top of him, trying to let him know where exactly you wanted this to go. He caught on quickly.

He pulled back from you, already shaking his head. "No, y/n, I think you deserve better than a yin fen addict for your first time."

You looked him square in the eyes, forcing him to understand just how serious you were about this. "James Carstairs," you said, laying your hand across his cheek, "I can not think of a better person than you to have this with me. I really wish you could see you how I see you. There aren't any words to describe how perfect you are for me." You noticed that he had leaned into your touch, wanting to believe what you were telling him, but he didn't think that he could. So you did the logical thing that anyone would do in this situation. You leaned on and kissed him again.

This time he let you continue the kiss, slowly removing all the layers of clothing between the two of you. You didn't want anything in between you and your only love.

You decided not to even bother with condoms, because neither of you knew how much longer Jem had left. You wanted a piece of him left to be a part of the shadow world. There was no way you were letting Jem go. So when he rolled the two of you over and positioned himself just outside of you, you nodded to tell him you were ready. He slowly moved inside you, letting you adjust to the pain. He knew it was there because you were biting him to keep from screaming. It wasn't a bad pain though. It was a pain that came from love, from care, from all the things good in the world. You needed him to live, to breathe.

The pain was slowly dissolving into a pleasure so intense that you let out a moan. He looked at you to find that you had your head tipped back into the pillow, moaning really loud. He buried his face into your neck and u felt him groan against you. You thrusted against him, silently letting him know that he had your permission to move faster. He easily complied, slamming into you like his life depended on it. Whimpers and moans were continuously leaving your lips, fully unbidden by you. They just happened. Jem wasn't complaining though. His groans were loud enough to match yours.

You could feel his thrusts getting sloppier, knowing that he was about to cum, but you weren't there yet, and you wanted to be. You took one of his long, violinist hands and moved it in between he two of you. You don't have to say what you wanted. It was Jem. He already knew.

His nimble fingers that worked strings on a violin into magic, began working magic on your clit as well. His finger was moving right on top of it, flicking up and down, running circles around it, and creating figure 8s.

His thrusts were getting sloppier by the second, and you were ready to go with him.

"J-Jem!" You screamed. A long moan left your mouth when his finger sped up against your clit.

"I know, y/n. I know," he said. He paused to groan again you. "Let go, baby. It's okay. I'm cumming too." And with that, you felt his seed fill you up, and that along with his fingers working at your clit, you gave out a final cry and came all over his dick. He rode it out for a couple of seconds before you both decided that you couldn't take it anymore. He slowly pulled out of you and rolled onto his side, dragging you with him to cuddle. You immediately put your head on chest to listen to his quick heartbeat.

"Jem," you said.

"Yes, love?"

"I'm glad it was you. I never want you to doubt that. I couldn't imagine anyone else having that."

"I'm glad you trust me enough to give of to me. Y/n?" He asked softly.

"Yes?"

He paused. "Will you marry me?"

You didn't need a single second to think. You looked him in the eye. "Yes."

Okay, so. There's part one. I was actually about to give up on the whole thing, but then I saw 11 reads, and I was like holy shitballs. All that was there was my author's note. So I'm glad I have some people interested.

I decided that everything would seem better and less necessary of stocking up on holy water if the first one was fluffy. So, yeah. There's that.

XOXO
Tina

P.s. I tend to follow and tlk to people who leave funny comments. Js