Book of Poems

Writing

You might have noticed that
I've been writing a lot more lately.
Well, that's because I realized that
I'm in love.
But the boy I love
doesn't love me
and I am so very broken
because I fell so hard
and he wasn't there to catch me.
And maybe I just want everyone to feel this way too because I am feeling so alone and maybe if someone else felt my pain we could get through it together but I can't quite seem to capture the terrible essence of loneliness into words so maybe that's not the case,
maybe I actually just want a certain someone to read these poems and notice me and care because maybe I'll only pull through if their hand is there to guide me but I don't see them anywhere in my near future,
so we're back to square one:
why am I even here?