what to do with you(boyxboy)

Chapter 12

When the door to Magnus' room opened, he was the most scared he had ever been. A guard he had never seen before came in and threw clothes onto the bed. He then proceeded to unlock the bathroom door. A guard usually did this 4 times a day, but Magnus didn't know why a new guy was here.

"Take a shower, get dressed. When you are done knock on the door. I will open it for you and we will go downstairs." The man said this bitterly, then spat on my face before he left.

Magnus walked into the bathroom, looked himself in the mirror and was mortified at what he saw staring back at him. He had deep purple bags under his eyes that were puffy and red from his crying. When he took off his shirt he saw his collar bone was sticking out like it was trying to break free of his skin, and he was the palest white he had ever seen. He turned away, disgusted by what he was seeing. He turned on the hot water and waited for it to get warm. Magnus finished undressing and stepped into the shower. He adjusted the temperature until it was the perfect mix of hot and cold. He began to wash his hair, digging his fingers through his hair and realizing he needed a hair cut. He had been needing one for the past few weeks, but he has been to busy to get one. He cleaned the rest of his body and turned off the water. He grabbed a towel, dried himself off, and got dressed. He went over to the door and just stared at it. What if I don't go inside, he thought. What if I just stay here until someone comes in here and grabs me?

As if he said his thoughts aloud, he heard a knock on the other side of the door, "Hello Magnus. If you are done I am going to have to ask you to step out of the room." It was the bitter man from earlier! Magnus thought.

He looked down at the knob of the door, put his hand on it and waited for what felt like eternity. He turned the knob and walked out of the room. His upper left arm was grabbed as he walked out of the room.

"Where are you taking me? Please just don't hurt me anymore." Magnus pleaded with the guard, but he just smirked a little.

"That's rich coming from you. Where was your mercy when you killed my father." What? Magnus thought, why doesn't anyone realize I can't remember anything about my past?!? He was done trying to defend himself, so he just stayed quiet.

They walked in silence for the rest of the way. When he was at the top of the steps that lead to the exit I was shocked by what I saw. Alec was standing next to the man that kidnapped Magnus. When Alec saw him it looked like he was going to do something, but the man put his hand up and he put his head back down. Magnus saw Jace too, but he was unconscious and looked hurt.

"Well, now that you know he is not hurt you are...dismissed." Alec looked up at the man with panic and leaned over to whisper something in the mans ear, whatever he said must have worked because the man then said, "You may say your goodbyes now."

Alec looked at Magnus, walked up to him and gave him a kiss. It was a kiss unlike anything Magnus had ever felt before. It felt right. Alec pulled back and gave Magnus a hug with a whispered "Goodbye." Magnus began to tear up realizing what was going on, the sacrifice Alec was making for him. He hugged Alec tighter and made sure he wasn't heard when he said, "I'll come back for you." And they both pulled away with one last kiss.

" Alright, enough. Magnus you are free to go." Magnus was slow to leave. He kept looking back at Alec. Eventually the guards had to come and push him out.

When he was outside the building, he heard mumbling. Magnus didn't know what it was or if it was in his head so he just ignored it. When he sat in the car Magnus was determined to... What was I thinking about just now? Where am I? Magnus wondered as he peered out the window of a car he didn't think was his.

"This is freaky. Maybe I just had too much to drink. I just need to go home, and stop talking to myself." Magnus said. He really was confused as to why he didn't remember why he was here, but oh well.

Magnus pulled up to his house, sneaked back into the house and went straight to bed. He couldn't fall asleep though, because he could of swore there was something he needed to do. He looked over at the clock and saw that it was 5 A.M. He had school soon, but one hour of sleep would be alright...