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I rolled over and my body collided with Mitchel's body. I sat up and looked around. My collarbone was killing me. I slowly slid out of bed, carefully not to wake him up. I walked to the bathroom and took some pain meds. I looked at the pills. I shook my head and put them away. I rubbed my eyes and looked in the mirror. I looked a mess. I washed the make up off and pulled my hair up.

"Damn, I look like shit." I mumbled, shaking my head and walking back to my room. He was still sleeping so I slid back in next to him and he wrapped his arms around me quickly.

"I missed you." He mumbled into my ear.

"I was gone for like fifteen minutes." I said, grinning. He kissed my neck.

"Fifteen minutes is a long time when you had a good dream, you wake up, and your beautiful girlfriend isn't there." He whispered as he bit my neck gently. I blushed softly.

"Mitchel..." I said softly as he grabbed my hand and laced our fingers. He was still kissing and biting at my neck. I closed my eyes, biting my lip. I knew what he was trying to do and if he kept it up then it was going to lead to things.

"Yes, Lennox." He said stopping and looking at me, grinning like a goof. I leaned up and kissed him softly. I felt him grabbed my waist and pull me closer. I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled him ontop of me. He slid his hands up and down my body a few times before sliding them under my shirt. He lift my shirt up slowly as I lift my arms and he pulled it off. I tugged at his and he pulled his off as well. He kissed me roughly and worked off my bra. As soon as it was off he hands cupped both of my boobs and started playing with them. I moaned softly against his lips.

"Mm Lennox." He said, kissing my chest softly and kissed down to my stomach. His hands worked my button and zipper down. I watched him tug my jeans off and kiss back up to my lips. He kissed me hard as my hands went to his hair. He grinded his hips against mine as I lowered my hands to his pants. I unzip him and undid his button. I worked my hands inside his pants and grabbing his cock gently causing him to groan. I smirked as he bucked his lips. I shoved him off me and made him lay on his back.

"Lennox..." He looked up at me as I tugged his pants off along with his boxers. I kissed him deeply and felt his hands grab my ass. I kissed down his body but never went further then his waist line. I pulled my panties off and kissed him again, grinding against him. Feeling his cock against me, causing me to moan.

"I need you, Lennox." He mumbled out as he grabbed my hips and flipped us over again. He looked into my eyes as he slowly pushed his way into me causing me to gasps a bit. He didn't move for a few moments as we just stared at each other. I wrapped my legs around his waist slowly and he started thrusting gently. We made out heavily as his hips thrust deep and hard into mine. I was moaning so loud and the bed squeaked louder. I didn't care who heard us.

"I'm so close, baby." He groaned against my lips as I nodded. I moaned into his ear as my back arched up.

"Oh god! Mitchel..." I moaned loudly as I came hard around him, tighten around him hard. He groaned loudly, feeling him exploded into me. I held onto him as we rode our orgasm out. He collapsed next to me after pulling out. He pulled me close.

"I love you, Lennox." He whispered softly. I looked up at him with tearful eyes.

"I love you too, Mitchel." I said leaning up and kissing him gently. He cupped my cheek gently as we laid there kissing. I knew I couldn't stay in Australia with him. I had a life here. I couldn't ask him to move here with me. I knew we wouldn't be together long but I wanted to make the most of it. We pulled apart when someone knocked on the door.

"It's probably my step dad." I giggled, sitting up and getting dressed. Mitchel got dressed as well and I walked to the door and opened it.

"Christ, you lasted longer then I thought, bro." Clinton said leaning against the doorway. I blushed softly and walked to the kitchen.

"Shut up!" Mitchel laughed a bit. I walked into the kitchen and saw Ellie and Christian there.

"Have fun?" Ellie smirked. I flipped her off.

"Mitchel should take you make to your room if it wasn't enough." Ellie grinned.

"Fuck off, will ya." I glared at her and walked over to the fridge. She laughed a bit.

"Awe, Lennox. Don't get your panties in a twist." Ellie said.

"What time is it?" I asked looking around for the clock.

"It's 2pm." Christian said. I nodded and walked over to my step dads alcohol cabinet.

"Anybody want a drink?" I asked, grabbing some fireball. Mitchel and Clinton walked out of the hallway and looked at me.

"Should you be drinking if you are going to be flying tonight?" Mitchel asked. I looked at him, frowning.

"A few isn't going to hurt, Mitty." I said pouring a glass.

"Well I can't fucking party for nine months so I'm no fun." Ellie pouted. Clinton walked over to her and hugged her. I watched them for a bit. I knew they could make a long distance relationship work but Mitchel and I well we started out rocky to begin with. I could feel him staring at me. I knew he knew that I wasn't really going to stay with him. I did love him. I love him so much that deciding this was killing me. Why not drink the pain away.

"Lennox, you should probably get home and pack." Ellie said, looking between Mitchel and I.

"Did you get my clothes?" I asked. Mitchel nodded.

"We grabbed everything. You don't live here?" Mitchel asked. I shook my head.

"Ellie and I live together. This is my childhood home. I'd come home on the weekends to help with my mom." I said. Mitchel looked at me, nodding.

"I'm going to grab a few things from my room." I said walking pass Mitchel and back to my room. I walked over to my closet and pulled out a few things. I knew he was staring.

"Come on! Let me hear?" I said without looking up.

"You are going to tear him to bits, you know." Christian said. I looked over at him, surprised to see him there. I looked down at my hands.

"I know but hey, he will move on and he will happy again. He is only 23." I said biting my lip.

"Mitchel...he doesn't love easily, Lennox. He always has a guard up but when he is around you...he let it go and he fell in love." Christian said. I sniffed. I know I'm a horrible person.

"How would this work? Long distance relationships don't work for me." I said looking at him.

"What if he finds someone there? What if I find someone here? Why should we put each other through that, Christian?" I said, shoving my clothes into a bag.

"Have you found someone else? Has there been a someone else all along?" He asked. I could punch him right now. How could he say that?

"Fuck no! There is no one and there was no one." I said clenching my fist.

"Then what is stopping you from coming to Australia?" He asked.

"My family. What if Mitchel and I don't work out? I'm over there until I can find away back." I said. Why was he making this so difficult?

"That won't happen. I can see you and Mitchel together for awhile, Lennox. Hell, even marriage." Christisn looked at me and I couldn't help but laugh.

"Marriage? I highly doubt that. Mitchel isn't going to want me when I'm old as dirt. He is going to want to party and have fun." I said.

"Christ, Lennox. You act like you are twenty years older then him but you are only seven years older. He fucking loves you and if you bail out on him now then you are breaking his heart." Christian said then walked out. I stood there conflicted. I wiped away my tears, shaking my head. I felt arms around my waist and his lips on my neck. I pushed him away and turned to him.

"Why do you love me, Mitchel?" I asked, crying heavily.

"What happened? Did Christian do something?" He asked cupping my cheek. I shook my head no.

"Tell me, Mitty." I asked as he stepped back a bit. He looked at me as I grabbed my shoulder. My collarbone was starting to hurt.

"I've told you this, Lennox." He said grabbing my hands gently and place it over his heart. It was beating pretty fast as so was mine.

"You make me a better person. I wake up with you in my arms and my day is already ten times better. I love your little laugh and I love that you give Clinton and Christian shit just like you've known them your whole life. I love that you are fun, loving, and caring. I love your stubborn attitude. I love everything about you. My smile is only goofy when I'm around you." He said cupping my face and leaning down. He wiped the tears away from my face.

"I love you so fucking much, Lennox." He said, pressed his lips against mine. I wrapped my arms around his waist.

"You are so beautiful, hot, sexy, and gorgeous. I know you still have doubts with the whole age difference though. I'm happy with you, so happy. My parents love you already. I talk to them about you every single day when we speak." He kept rambling on and I pressed into him a bit as I kisses him deeply. I wanted this to work. I was hoping this would work.

"I love you, Mitchel!" I said kissing him deeper. He picked me up and we worked our clothes off again. He wasted no time in getting inside of me. It was rough and hard. He was thrusting so deep and hard that the bed banged against the wall.

"Fuck Lennox." He groaned into my ear as he slammed his hips into mine. This wasn't love making. This was straight angry fucking. He had me so close to cumming in no time but I wanted to wait. I wanted us to cum together.

"Cum baby!" He groaned, biting my neck as his hips pounded into mine. He reached between us and began rubbing my clit quickly.

"Oh fuck! Mitchel!" I screamed in pleasure as I came hard, tighten around him.

"Shit!" He grunted loudly as he exploded deep into me. He laid ontop of me for a few minutes. He was jerk his hips a few times causing me to gasp. I held him closely as we laid there. He lifted up, looking at me as he pulled out softly. I bit my lip. I was much more sensitive there now.

"We can make this work, Lennox." He said kissing my forehead. I looked up at him, cupping his cheek and nodded. We can try.


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