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"So you told him you loved him?" Faith asked as Ellie and I facetimed her. The guys were getting ready for the last show of this tour and though he said he wanted me to go back with him Australia, I was so damn nervous. I've never been this committed to a relationship this soon.

"Yeah, she did. It was the cutest thing ever." Ellie grinned as I blushed a bit.

"Oh hush it! You and Clinton..." She quickly covered my mouth as Faith laughed.

"I won't ask but Christian is calling me. I miss you both." She said and hit end.

"Why did you cover my mouth?" I asked just as Mitchel walked into the room. I got up and walked into the bathroom to get a glass so I could take my pain meds.

"Babe?" He asked leaning against the door frame with a pouty lips.

"Oh please! I'm just getting some water, ya goof." I said filling the cup and walking to him. I puckered my lips, looking up at him. He grinned widely then leaned down and kissed me softly.

"How's your collarbone?" He asked letting me walk out of the bathroom.

"It's not bad. Gonna take these meds here before the show." I said. He looked at me, frowning.

"Mitchel, I can handle it. If it starts to hurt too much then I'll stop. I promise." I said taking the pills quickly and downing some water. He walked over to me and kissed me.

"Eww, can you not? I'm still in the room." Ellie said as she stood up from the bed and headed for the door.

"Says the one that's pregnant with my brother's baby." Mitchel said grabbing my waist as we both looked at her. She frowned but he didn't seem to notice it because he was attacking my neck with kisses and bites. She walked out as he continued and I couldn't help but giggle.

"Mitchel!" I said pushing him back a bit. He chuckled a little and stepped back, looking at me. I looked at him as we locked eyes.

"I love you!" He said grinning widely. I blushed lightly.

"I love you too!" I said leaning up and kissing him. We stood there for a good five minutes, making out before there was a knock on the door. I sighed but walked over and opened the door. I looked up and my face went pale.

"Get the fuck outta here, Ray" I tried to slam the door in his face but he held it open.

"Please listen to me!" Ray said as Mitchel walked up behind me. Ray looked at him then back at me.

"So Ronnie was right? You are being a slut for this dude?" Ray glared. I looked down, shaking my head. Mitchel stepped around me and clenching his fist.

"Excuse me? What the fuck did you say to my girlfriend?" Mitchel asked angrily.

"Girlfriend, aye? Nah, more like just some random fuck of the week. Give me a call when he is done using you as a slut, Lennox." Ray smirked. I frowned and tried to grab Mitchel's arm from swinging at Ray.

"Mitty, please." I shouted, trying my best to get him to stop hitting on him. He looked back at me and stopped which cause Ray to throw a punch. Mitchel jumped up, kicking him.

"Get the fuck outta here, fucker." Mitchel shouted, pulling me back and he slammed the door shut. I jumped a bit when it did.

"Are you okay? I'm so sorry. Please don't hate me." Mitchel cupped my face as he wiped away the tears I didn't even realize was falling. I didn't even notice I was crying. I nodded at his words and looked up at him. I jumped again when Ray banged on the door.

"Fucking whore!" Ray shouted. I gripped onto Mitchel tightly to make him stay were he was. We stayed embracing each other for a good few moments before I pulled away.

"I should probably tell you now..." I sighed as I sat on the edge of the bed.

"Ronnie is my brother. Uhh he thought it would be fun to beat the shit out of our mother one night to where she almost died. She's now confined to a wheelchair where my stepdad takes care of her. My real dad passed away when I was 7 and Ronnie was 11." I looked down feeling him grab my hand.

"Ronnie started getting into drugs and drinking around age 14. This is when he beat our mom. He had a few friends that would come over and try to sneak into my room." I sniffed.

"Lennox, you don't have to tell me all of it as once." He said. I shook my head.

"I need too so you know." I said, looking at him. He nodded.

"I was a freshman and they all were seniors. I was so fucking stupid. I thought he really liked me. Of course not, it was just a fucking bet. I lost my virginity to Ray. He told me he loved me and everything. I gave in so easily. Two weeks after that happened I was now known as the school slut. They went around saying I gave them blow jobs under the bleachers. It was so bad that I had to transfer schools and our mother kicked Ronnie out." I breathed.

"A month into that school, I met Ellie and she became my best friend. We have had each others back for a very long time now. Nine months ago, Ray found me and started apologizing and he wanted to get to know me now. He seemed like he changed but I was wrong. Fucking hell, I was wrong. Ray was just like Ronnie. I ended up in the hospital six times. I finally ended it and that was that. Ronnie found me and wanted to finish what he started..." I paused lifting up my arm a little to show him my burned scars. He frowned.

"I deserved it, that what I believed. One night, both Ronnie and Ray found me at a park. Things were hurting and I just wanted to die. I pressured charges and he went to jail for 7 months now they are both here. How the hell did he find me?" I cried as I buried my face in Mitchel's chest. He rubbed my back slowly, calming me down. I looked at him.

"Neither one of them are coming at you again." Mitty said softly. I heard a knock on the door.

"I'm going to go check the door." He said kissing my forehead and stood up.

"Be careful." I said holding my arm up.

"Are you okay?" Ellie shouted, running in and hugging me. I looked up and saw Clinton there. This was the first time I have saw him since the whole baby thing. He had a huge ass grin on his face.

"I'm okay, Ellie." I sniffed.

"I'm sorry. How did they find you?" She asked. I shrugged.

"I don't know. I'm fucking scared they are going to get my mom now." I sniffed.

"Do you want to call your mom?" Mitchel asked. I looked around for my phone. I saw it on the nightstand. I walked over and dialed her number waiting for her to pick up.

"No answer." I said frowning.

"I'm sure she is okay, Lennox." Ellie said. I sat on the bed, shaking.

"Baby, it'll be okay. You can keep calling her." Mitchel sat down next to me and held me. I was shaking so badly that it was worrying Clinton.

"Should we call an ambulance? Is this normal for her?" He asked. Ellie shook her hand.

"This is part of her panic attack." Ellie said, sitting by me and rubbing my back. I started to calm down and look around.

"I'm so sorry." I said, biting my lip. Mitchel looked at me and shook his head.

"You feeling better, baby girl?" He asked tucking my hair behind my ear. I nodded.

"We should get ready for the show." I said as everybody nodded. I tried to call my mom once more but nothing.


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