Hidden Desires

Coffee and Jin

Lifting my hand to my forehead, I cover my eyes, trying to process what Joonie has just said to me. Your heart belongs to me and always has?"I don't understand Joon; you're with my sister and have been for the past year. I know she is seeing someone else, but..." Jin he blurts, she is seeing Jin. Staring at her full, surprised eyes at my knowledge of Lilah and Jin I close my eyes

I am trying to find the courage to explain. "Y/N, there is a story to all of this; this was supposed to go so differently. I guess I need to tell you", pondering where to start, he grabs my hands and places them in his, resting them on his knees in front of him, bringing me closer. "The night Lilah and I hooked up was a mistake, and after the first month, I think we both realized it. When we would hang out, Lilah always wanted for me to call Jin, and then she would call you so we could all meet here". He Glances around the spacious family room

then back at me. "I knew I had made a mistake, and every time we all hung out, I ended up spending time with you, and it made me happy, so I never fought it until... I started to realize that I saw all the signs in front of me, Lilah wanted Jin. Getting tired of the whole masquerade, I called Jin and asked him to meet me at the coffee house to talk." COUPLE OF WEEKS AGO...

Namjoo pov: Arriving early I pick a table in a shaded corner and ordered a black coffee I needed the caffeine to steady my nerves as I sat there trying to decide if I wanted to go through with this crazy plan I had. Both hands wrapped around my coffee cup, staring into it in thought I hear the bells jingle on the door as I look up and see Jin enter and wave. Motioning for the waitress to meet him at the table to take his order, I ask him to have a seat. Watching Jin remove his jacket

then smile. I cut him off before he begins his barrage of jokes and what he considers life advice. "Jin, I need you to listen and not interrupt. I need to get this all out". Thanking the waitress as she places Jin's iced mocha swirl down on the table, I hand her enough to cover the drinks and plenty extra and tell her to keep the change, ensuring that I wouldn't get interrupted and lose my nerve. Jin takes a long sip of his drink then nods for me to begin.