Coming home after spending the night with Jin, my head still spinning from the whirlwind of emotions shared between us. On the counter I notice a bowl of melted ice cream, shaking my head I call out for Y/N wondering why she would have left it there. Seeing lights on down in the family room, I descend the stairs into the brightly lit room.
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Walking towards the couch, I smell something familiar, Joonie's cologne. I know that smell too well and even though it's Gucci cologne,
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I can't stand the smell of it. Searching the rest of the house, I pull my phone out of my hoodie pocket and dial her number. After three rings, I get the voicemail, meaning she snubbed me. "Oh, really, bitch?" I say as I dial Joon's number getting the same result. Y/N knows where I was tonight I tell her everything, she's not happy about it since both boys have been our friends since middle school. I have always had a thing for Jin, and when he left, it broke my heart. I went to Joonie's house to sulk over Jin, and we drank, and the more I drank, the more charming Joon became.
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I made a mistake that night, and I knew it, but I'll be damned if I didn't try to love him like I loved Jin. My fake love lasted all of the night we were together but, he wasn't my Jin. Don't get me wrong Joonie was tall, smart, and incredibly hot, but there was no spark when he kissed me. I could feel my body melt whenever I had any physical contact with Jin, even a friendly hug. I knew Y/N was always closer to Joon and swooned over him, but I still made my move that night needing to be consoled. Looking up at him as he hovered over my lips were swollen from making out,
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I can see he is looking at me with a glazed over look that I would see him give to Y/N. At specific points during the night, while Joon made love to me, I could have sworn I heard him whisper her name. We were both plastered, so I wasn't sure, and I just tucked it to the back of my mind slipping more in-depth into my selfishness and enjoying the feeling of his body on mine. When I woke up the next morning, I saw Joon sitting at the end of the bed with his head in his hands.
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I got out of the bed and walked across the room, sitting in a chair directly across from him. Throwing one leg over the side of the chair, revealing my bare thigh, I whisper to him, " Baby, I need you." I knew then like I know now that Joon felt regret, and I felt powerful knowing that I had the power to make him feel that way. As he arose from the bed and sauntered to me, I remembered Y/N and the fact that I knew she crushed on him, and at that moment, I didn't care. All I cared about at that moment was me; it was all about me. As he lowered to his knees in front of me, I thought I saw a tear form in his eye as he leaned forward
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and I wrapped the sheet around him, bringing him closer to my naked body and whispering in his ear, "You're mine," as repeated over and over in my head, for now.
