whore..bitch.. worthless.. not good enough.. (C.H. FANFIC)

Im Not Okay: Cammie

🐼 Cammie's Point Of View :

I walked to my last class of the day, and surprisingly it hasn't been a terrible day.. ya I still get bullied but not as bad.. I think it's because Calum left at lunch!
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as I walk in the class room I trip and fall on a text book that was left on the floor, and guess what? I face plant right on the floor! luckily no one was in the room at that time. I go to my seat, in the front and get my poem book out.

" a guy loves a girl
she loves him
but she doesn't think she's pretty enough for him,
he sees her as perfect nothing could change his mind,
one day she couldn't handle the pressure so she told someone goodbye, they didnt know that she was meaning forever..
that night she was dressed in a skirt, and a tank top, she slit her wrists, thighs, and carved 'I'm Not Okay' in her left thigh to remind everyone she isn't Okay. then she downed the pills and said her good byes to everyone she loved then the last thing she said was 'I love you' and everything went black. he found her and sobbed . next day he acted as nothing happened.. did he ever care about her?"
~ Cammie

"Okay class get your text book out and get ready for the pop quiz!" oh yay?

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when I got home I went straight to my room and locked my door I went to the left side of my bed, lift up my carpet and then pulled up on the floorboard, and got out my little box I made when I was 7. I opened it and saw the shiny little piece of metal, I took it out and thought about everything.

Emo
Whore
Slut
Not good enough
Ugly
Worthless
Bitch

One cut
Two cuts
Three cuts
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when I finished I put achohal on the blade and put cold water on my fresh cuts. I lied down on my bed and closed my eyes