Poems I write

Suicide letter

I never sleep, not even tonight,
I tell myself I'm doing alright,
Even though I'm breaking inside,
I still manage to put up a fight.

I can't vomit my words but shallow them instead,
Cause the reactions and jugements is all I dread,
If I say I want to be dead,
All the words will rattle in my head.

I'm sorry that I feel under the weather,
That no matter what, I'll never feel better,
Sometimes I wish I would fall asleep forever.

Yeah

I'm sorry that I feel under the weather,
That no matter what, I'll never feel better,
Sometimes I wish I would fall asleep forever,
Soon I'll write my suicide letter.

Yeah

My suicide letter

It doesn't help that I don't have reasons,
I just feel this way and it's like changing seasons.

A school filled with confusion,
Everyone's posting about their depression,
Their bad habits and self harm addiction.

Yesterday I was feeling no sorrow,
And I was even thinking past tomorrow.

But why is it now that I feel hollow?

Sometimes I'm jealous when I'm not supposed to,
So I sit there, like what am I supposed to do?
You ask me what's up but how will I tell you,
when I don't even have a clue?

I can't spill my words I contain it instead,
Cause the reactions and jugements get to my head,
If I say I want to be dead,
Their sadness is all that I dread.

I'm sorry that I feel under the weather,
That no matter what, I'll never feel better,
Sometimes I wish I would fall asleep forever.

Yeah

I'm sorry that I feel under the weather,
That no matter what, I'll never feel better,
Sometimes I wish I would fall asleep forever,
Soon I'll write my suicide letter.

Suicide letter

My suicide letter

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Authors notes:

Hey there guys! Long time no see!
I decided to create some edgy music cause.... you know.... E D G Y.

I hope you like my bootiful song writing skills, one day I might actually have a backing track to it and maybe even sing it? I dunno.

This song took me a week to write (I know, not long at all) and I just hope you guys enjoy it as much as I did writing it :3

Uh... so yeah, please don't steal my ideas cause that makes me feel very sad :,)

Peace ✌️-msziggy