(For people who know me personally - FUCKING LEAVE RIGHT NOW, YOU DON'T NEED TO READ THIS BOOK)
FOR those who're oblivious to my situation can read ahead, it's pretty cool
This book is going to be a book of the art work of an amateur. Just random we...
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This movie just ....... I love this movie. It's one of the most beautiful movies out there. Taki and Mitsuha.... Gah. I wanna go to Japan. So much.
I hate going to college when all i can think of doing is drawing, making new art stuff...... Sitting in between a horde of people.... Feeling so scared and on edge that i keep doing stupid self destructive shit. It's terrible. Everyday i be like i dont want to go there yet i force myself to go. I don't have anyone that i can call a friend genuinely. The only one i have isn't in the same course so we hardly ever get to meet.
It's really exhausting to be there all day, smiling back and greeting back people.... everything is just fucked up. Especially my head. I hear voices inside my head sometimes it feels so real i look around to check if anybody Actually said that. It's scary. I wonder why I'm so stuck there. I'm so stuck i can't even seem to move. It's heavy, keeps weighing on my head. And i keep carrying it around. And when i feel like I've let go of it, it comes back through a trigger.
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It's all so engraved in my head that it's so hard. But oh well. It doesn't matter as long as I'm alive. It doesn't matter. Nothing does.
