chapter fifty six;

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by rogersbreath

by rogersbreath

Maddie's POV
That same night

Roger's shitfaced, Deaky and Brian probably hate each other's guts right now, and I'm getting really sad about Freddie.

I've been so worried about him since he's left, and I can't believe it's been almost a year. I feel like I want to go see him but I just don't know.

I feel like he hates me.

I know I'm not really supposed to fly while pregnant, but I've done it before and I was perfectly fine. Hell I even gave birth while they were on tour.

I looked out the window at the night sky, just wondering what Freddie's going through right now. I really want to go see him.

So I'll do it. I'm going to fly to Munich.

I went to Roger and I's walk in closet and pulled out my suitcase. I started throwing as many pairs of clothes I could find as possible because I didn't know how long I was going to be gone for.

I stopped when I heard Roger shuffling in his sleep, I know he's shitfaced but I'd feel bad without letting him know where I am.

I grabbed a piece a paper and quickly wrote the note.

Going to see Freddie, couldn't stop thinking about him.
-Maddie

Wait. Shit. I didn't even think about his new address, maybe Miami would know since Freddie probably told him in a call because I know Miami has had some contact with him.

I went to the kitchen and used the kitchen phone in fear of waking Roger. I quickly dialed his number hoping he'd be up this late at night.

"Jim Beach speaking," he said firmly.

"Miami oh my gosh thank you for being awake right now. I'm sorry for calling late, but I need a favor," I said in a bit of a rush

"Maddie? Oh no problem at all, what's up?" He asked.

"Well I'm about to leave to go find Freddie and I kind of needed-"

"His address?"

"Yes, yes. I really need it. I'm so sorry for calling late but I miss him and it's been almost a year since the last time I've gotten in touch with him."

He chuckled and gave me his address. I thanked him and hung up and grabbed my bags to try and see if I could board a plane leaving soon.

They'd probably get me a ticket fast since I'm a bit well known, hopefully.

I crept upstairs and went to each of the kid's rooms. I kissed them on the forehead and rubbed tiny circles on their cheeks.

"I love you," I whispered to each of them.

I grabbed my bags and called a cab. Roger would probably want his car tomorrow since he loves cars so much.

Once the cab came I threw my bags in the back and told the driver my location.

And then I was on my way to go see Freddie.

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oh my goodness.

i'm so sorry.

this past month has been super busy for me and i couldn't find any time to write. hopefully now i will have a bit more free time and write some more good things for you.

like i said before, if you have any suggestions please comment or message me. ❤️

-linds x