Chapter 20 your all that matters

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Avery Pov

With Aug and Zai moving out. Me and Bonnie get our own house.... So now we get to start our own family 😂😂 you know im joking right a nigga not ready for no kids, thats why i believe in CONDOMS👏👏🙏🙌 plus we to busy getting MONEY 💰💴💵💷💶💳💸 to be worried about babies..... I cant wait until my nephew gets here though. He gone be swagger out just like his sexy ass uncle... Ok jokes aside i really cant wait for my nephew to get here... He gone be the man... Well let me go see what my brother doing

Me- yo ugly ass wyd bitch
Aug-(turns around) faggot who u talking to .. The fuck u want pussy
Me-😂😂😂 u had me fooled for a min there i really thought i was pussy... But yo u excited about moving
Aug- hell yea i get away from ya ass... Nah im nervous  i never lived with a girl besides mom what if its not what either of us want man.. Like dont get me wrong i wanna give Zai and my baby everything they could ever need and want but wat if thats not good enough still u know
Me- damn bro why am i just now knowing u feel like this.. Does Zai know?
Aug- no... I dont know how to tell her honestly man
Me- well you better figure something out because yall got a baby coming man its not just yall anymore u feel me
Aug-yea but idk imma tell her later after we get all this shit in the crib
Me- i wanna be there because if she blow up i wanna be the first person to record this 😂😂
Aug- this shit is not funny lil nigga this is my life here
Me- who u calling lol nigga... Bitch im taller than u (stands up) lil nigga
Aug- yea watever dont let the height fool u i will still whip ya ass kid 😂😂😂
Me- 😒 yea iight if u think so imma let u be great. U need help?
Aug-yea thanx baby bro 😆
Me-chill with all that baby shit man... Im a grown ass man son
Aug- yea ok

We load the rest of his boxes into his truck... Its bittersweet that my best friend is moving out you know i have nobody to talk about sex with or watch basketball games with Bonnie not into basketball like Zai is... But im happy for my brother man he it him a rider and a mini him on the way he just better not fuck this up with his dumb ass😩😩😩

Zania Pov 🚼👶

I'm not even that big and i feel huge these next couple of months gone drive me crazy 😢 ... Im at the condo waiting for August and i cant seem to keep myself out of the nursery im so in love with it from the colors to the lay out of the furniture... August did a good job with this in just a matter of 5 days lol guess hes more excited then i am.... I hope we are not making a mistake or moving to fast because of the baby i would really hate that but then again what if this is not wat we really want 😬😬 im nervous i want to be a great girlfriend and mother to him and this baby ugh im nervous as hell i gotta call my sister

*📱 convo*
Yaya-hey beauty wassup
Me- hey Ya im nervous about this what if it doesn't work and this is not what we are suppose to be doin im freaking out
Yaya- first off calm down before u loose my niece second why am I just now finding out u feel like this and third Zai August loves you if this is not what he wanted yall would not be doin this plus its too late to have second thoughts yall have a baby on the way or did you forget
Me- no i remember... Its just weird tho like this is all moving to fast i honestly dont want any children right now Yaya my modeling career just started taking off this is gonna push it back and fuck me up
Yaya- ok bitch hold up we have enough connections in the industry to know that is not gonna happen second u can still model until u start to show and hell even then there are pregnant models u can model maternity wear so this is not pushing it back.. And if you didnt want any children right now yall asses should have been using protection and not fucking like a bunch if rabbits and you have to tell Aug because im pretty sure he is crazy excited about this baby and here you are having doubts Zania are u serious your not gonna kill my niece or nephew so if that is a thought erase it now
Me- whhooooaaaa first of all im still the oldest here and watch ya fucking mouth i am not thinking of killin my baby im just simply saying i dont think im ready but like momma said wen the time comes we may never be ready but that doesn't mean im goin to kill my child because I'm not ... And bitch are u crazy model maternity wear hell fucking no i wont even be wear that shit its ugly and makes u look like a fucking building ewwww
Yaya- 😂😂😂 omg i cannot deal with you right now... But honestly you have to tell August how u feel i mean he has a right to know you never know yall could both be feeling like this
Me- i doubt it shit looking this nursery i think hes all for this. (Looking in the nursery) Ya its so fucking beautiful
Aug- thank you
Me-(jumps and turns around) oh shit babe you scared me how long have u been standing there
Aug- long enough 😞
Me- Ya i gotta go Aug is here
Yaya- ok sissy tell him how u feel and that i said hi
Me- ok
*end convo*
Aug- so you scared too huh
Me- yea how long have u been feeling like this?
Aug-since before u left for paris wen we first talked about it
Me- why didnt u say no August now its like im forcing you to be here
Augu- whoooaaa baby thats not even it i want to be here trust me i do i just dont want you to feel like im not doing my best because thats all i wanna do is my best for the both of you (walks up to her and touches her stomach) i love you Zai i really do u have no idea how much and i want nothing but great for you and my daughter
Me- son... But i feel like i wont be a good mother to this baby and a not so good girlfriend to u i dont want this to tear us apart Aug i love ya cashew head ass more than u will ever know 😊 i just want this to work and be right
Aug- shit we gotta a baby on the way and she came just in time for us to move in...i think this is right or we would not be starting a family so soon god did this baybeh i have faith do you
Me-he... 😢😢 yes babe i do
Aug- so we good baby girl
Me- we great poppa 😊💜😍😘
Aug- good im gonna go get the rest of my boxes out my car then we gone go get some food cause u got that hungry look in your eyes
Me- 😂😂😂 really chump wtf is the hungry look
Aug- this 😳😳😳😳
Me- u fucking clown go get ya boxes imma go get dressed
Aug- ok (kisses her and walks out)

I feel a little better knowing we feel the same way but now that we talked about it i feel a whole lot better... We got god, each other and this baby we gone be fine 😊😊🙏🙌

Aug and Zai having second thoughts 😬😬

Yaya snapped or nah

Hungry eyes 😳😳😳

Sorry its short and for any mistakes

Thank you for reading

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