Separation to Segregation

#LemmeDriveDaBoat

(Beep Beep)

My Mom was waiting on me outside in her Rental as I was finally saying goodbye to my house in Texas, We were moving to Miami Beach, I was beyond pissed that we had to move out this was the house I grew up in, this was the house my great grandparents then my grandparents left for us, why did i have to uproot my life cause my mom rather blow her bag on her new dude that ended up getting arrested for money laundering at that ironic chain of events but i think I was more mad that I had to leave my best friends Jaxon & Toni I loved them soo much💙 we we grew up together, not only were they my best friends but they were like my family, but My Mom thought moving was the best thing we can do to "better" ourselves as she says since the death Of My Grandma which broke my heart and made me lose trust in everybody to having my Mom dude practically rob us from everything I had My life felt like a complete shitty ass Tyler Perry movie ofc without the bad wigs.. well then again if you were to see my sisters hair you- okay Nevermind back to what I was saying

- Miami Beach, Florida-

As we pulled up to our new home I just knew that this would be a fucking disaster. "Are You Just Gonna Sit On Your Damn Ass Or Are You Gonna Help us with these bags? Or do I gotta do every fucking thing around here? We not gone start with the bullshit already now i mean it" my Mom yelled as I snapped out of my daydream " Im Sorry geez "I responded "You Excited For Your First Day Of School Tommorrow" "Not At All I Wish We Didnt Have To Move" "Baby I Know But Texas Was A Bad Place For Us , too many bad things was happening it was a judgement call I Just Want The Best For You, You Know That Right" I Knew My Mom loved me deeply I just didnt feel it sometime well majority-of the time I just felt like a burden on her " Yeah Mom I Know I Just Wish We Coulda Stayed Thats All, but New Start" as I Brought the boxes up the porch stairs I could feel somebody watching me, when I got into the house I looked through the window to see some Girl looking at me our eyes met through the window for a split millisecond and she quickly shut the blinds. "Mom we moved next to Creeps" I said laughing "What You Mean" "Some Girl Was eyeing me" so my mom being as rude as she is walked in the room and screamed " Noisy ass Bitch " Though The Window and then put up our blinds I couldnt do nothing but laugh. As i looked at my IPhone 5c (This was made in 2015 don't judge the phone 😂) I noticed it was 11:00pm we was moving stuff around and unpacking ALL Day i was beat so I layed in my bed and felt anxious about tomorrow and all these people at my new school Which sent my anxiety into overdrive . I was playing out different scenarios in my head of How I should make an impression I didnt know if I should be Openly Gay like Lil Nas X and Saucy Santana or on The Low Gay like Tahj Mowry or Drake. The Only reason why I Was On The Low or as you may know it as In The Closet at my old school was I had my Sister & other family there but Now my sister graduated and I don't know anybody yet so I decided to keep that fact I'm Gay to myself and whoever asks I Tell Them but I wasn't a Stereotypical Gay at all Nowhere close so didn't really scream HOMO by the look of me. I put my phone down smiling in the dark at the fact I will finally be myself this year No Drama No Lies No Fakery. FUCK Driving The Boat Im Driving THE DAMN YACHT 🛳and whoever didn't like it can Suck a dick - Preferably Mines 🤪 in words of City Girls PERIODT😂‼️

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(Update SHE FREE)

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