Cassandra

Saved 3⃣

Im on a plane, to New Jersey.
To save my little brother. This should be easy. But it's obviously not going to be. My mom is not the best mom.
Shes actually pretty bad at it.
She raised us, OK.
But in the state that she's in right now, well i don't know if Milo will survive. He's young. He needs someone to be a rock to lean on to. He needs a strong person, Milo is not a strong person. He was, he's not anymore. Thanks to my moms bad choices and all the yelling. Soo much yelling.
I remember the yelling, the crying.
Just pretending like everything is fine.
Like everything was normal, looking outside my plane window to see the lights. The Beauty of L.A.
Im in deep thoughts when my head phones come on.
Im just thinking and listening to the souls of Jhene Aiko in my ears. Translating the words into something deeper.
"I've been here times before but i know, a lot of shit has changed lotta lotta shit has changed. I cannot tell you how many their have been, they were just like you i do not need you. Cause you are just like them. I meet'em everyday."
~ Jhene Aiko "Stranger"

Looking back me and Izzy raised each other. My mom really has no impact. All the impact she had is the impact i wanted to avoid. But she was always with me, struggling.
She wasn't fit for this life. Daddy should of thought of that. He never thought of that.
Missing pieces to this puzzle.
A puzzle that was broken.
The pieces are everywhere, we can only save some and the rest die.
No warning.

When I'm on a plane i usually make music

"Saved"
I will i will, i will take you away.
Please do not be ashamed of this heartbreak, this is just for the best you don't need any test.
But DARLING! I will take you away from here to another dimension please you'll be saved from here here here you'll be saved from here here here
I wont let anything happen.
Wont let anything happen to u.
Cause all i wanna do is look out for you. Like you look after me.
You never looked after me.
Im sorry please forgive me.
Im sorry please forgive me.
You know i would never do this but you are only clueless and in need of some guidance i can give u my guidance
I will be ur rock. I will be that light.
Take my hand we'll fight!

Not done yet but getting there.
Im not sure about my voice but i do love making songs and i think im pretty good at it. Of Course it needs some strings and some awesome back music but i only write lyrics.

Well time to get some rest its a long flight.