All or Nothing {C.B}

chapter 7

y/n's pov
i meet up with the guys at lunch as usual.

i got a text and i quickly read it when we're having lunch.
joseph: i miss ya  *message deleted*
i wanna reply him some sweet text but uh... alright he deleted it so i just ignore it for the rest of the day until i receive another text when it's math lesson.
joseph: so you're coming over tonight? i want you so bad ;(
what? what's going on? who's that! i'm so mad right now and start sobbing in the middle of the lesson.

'everything's alright, miss y/l/n?' mr robert, our math teacher asks. i wipe the tears off my cheeks and nod as he continues the lesson.

'hey y/n. you don't look fine. tell me what happened.' corbyn asks concernedly, trying to console me. 'i-i'll tell ya later.' i say with my cracked voice.

we leave school and go to the little cafe that we all love and order drinks. we find seats for six and talk. 'i think joseph cheated.' i cry vulnerably. 'wait- who's that?' zach points as the others start asking me who's joseph. 'it's her boyfriend. well, i wonder if they're still the girlfriend-boyfriend-thing.' jack replies, the others keep saying nothing.

'let's go kick his ass off bro. who's coming?' everyone sits in silence until daniel breaks the silence. next everyone just says they're going and i started panicking. 'no guys. this is definitely not a good idea.' 'but we can't let anyone be disrespectful to you, cuz we all treat you like our little sister.' jonah points out. 'no he doesn't live here, he lives in new york. you're probably not going there to punch him. right?' i say in confidence because i think they're not gonna do that, but the next second i know i was wrong. i regret telling them where he lives.

'then let's take a flight to new york.'

they're just kidding. right?

i sigh and after a while we leave.

'hey lil sis you don't look great. spill the tea.' jason walks over to me. 'no i'm not in the mood. i walk into the bathroom and take a quick shower then lay on bed. i check on my phone and see 8 missed calls and a few texts from joseph.
joseph: y/n
joseph: hey
joseph: why didn't you answer my phone?
joseph: pick up please babe
joseph: i'm begging you please

i don't plan on call or text him back and i text lily.
y/n: hi lily
then she immediately replied.
lily: omg y/n are you ok?
y/n: yup i'm fine
y/n: why?
lily: oh... don't you know joseph cheated on you?
y/n: yea i know...
y/n: but do you know who's that girl?
lily: umm yea
lily: i thought you knew
lily: listen, i know this messed up but please promise me don't do anything stupid
lily: i ended my friendship with ava because... it's her...

oh. how great. first i lost my boyfriend, now i lost my bff since grade 5.

my boyfriend cheated on me with my best friend.

lily: hey are you here?
lily: please tell me you're ok y/n
y/n: yes
lily: thank god y/n you're fine
i bury my face in the pillow and started crying. why am i not enough for him? why me?

midnight, i'm still thinking about what just happened to me this afternoon. i can't sleep so i sneak out to the park to breathe some fresh air. i sit on the bench and suddenly i see a similar shape in a corner of the park. it is corbyn. i keep staring at him as he walks over to me slowly, realizing it is me sitting here. 'hey beaz.' i smile at him as he does the same. he take a seat next to me and we started chatting. 'it's getting late. why are you here?' he asks. 'no i just... can't sleep.' 'why? is something bothering you?' 'yup. guess so. just stressed about school.' i try to laugh it off but it seems like nothing can get him fooled. 'nah. not school. there's something else. you know you can tell me anything right?'

so i tell him the whole drama and he pulls me into his arms for a tight hug.

'everything's gonna be just fine. just cry. soon you'll feel better.'

yea, at this moment i actually really need somebody to comfort me, to tell me everything's gonna be alright. in these arms, i know i'll never feel lost again. soon i fall asleep in his arms.

the next morning, i feel a soft kiss placed on my neck which wakes me up. i look up and see corbyn's pretty face and realize i was sleeping on his lap in his car. i look out the window and see my house and hear beaz asks, 'morning sleeping beauty. so... you're going in or what?' i nod and sit up, open the window to get in the house. when i approach the door, i turn around and see him watching me. i ask him if he wants to come in and he says, 'would you're mom mind?' i shake my head no and he walks out of his car the come in. i knock on my parents' door to wake them and they get out. 'morning mom and dad. a friend of mine is here for breakfast, would you mind?' 'it's fine hun. i'm gonna make you guys something. go wake your brother.' mom says, kisses my forehead.

so i do what she said. when jason walks out and sees beaz, he tries to be nice to him, but i can tell he's still a little mad at him. i'm glad that i can finally feel him letting me go.