All or Nothing {C.B}

chapter 9

corbyn's pov
after the little 'date' with y/n i walk her home because it's getting late. it takes only 15 minutes to walk to her home from here, so we walk very slowly, hoping i can see her more longer.

her body started shaking and it's getting cold so i warp my jacket around her. when finally we arrive at her front door and i'm standing here watching her go in. the moment she pulls her keys out of her pocket, she runs back to me and kiss my cheek.

i blush and ask, 'd-do we call it a "date"?'

'yea sure.' she smiles.

no word is able to come out of my mouth. i'm just standing there and go speechless. my cheeks are now red as two big red apples. i can see her adorable little smirk when she close the door. my heart is melted again.

y/n pov
after i kissed beaz i run back into the house nervously and smile at him and shut the door. i didn't know if he likes it or not, but now i'm pretty he loves it.

i go upstairs the the bathroom and place the jacket beaz gave me on my bed. i take off my clothes around me to take a quick shower.

'he likes me or not? what it is between us? what is it?' i say to myself in shower. it really confused me a lot. he never tells me he likes me, but everyone just keeps telling me he does. i wanna tell him how i feel, but what if he doesn't feel the same? i don't wanna make things awkward between us, after all he's my best friend and the first one i met in this school. i'm afraid of losing him.

joseph's pov
i just arrived at la last night. i go to the restaurant where y/n and her friends go to every morning. i sit down and soon i see them come in. they sit down at a table and i smile. they started eating and i just keep sitting where i am and watching her.

i see she talks a lot to a boy with golden hair and they just look like a couple. they're smiling to each other when saying every word.

to be honest it breaks me when i see she's happy with another boy. i don't refuse to admit i'm getting jealous. y/n and i are supposed to be together, not that boy she's flirting with.

i decided to talk to her since we haven't talk in a while.

i walk up and say, with a smile, 'hey y/n!'

'why are you here? don't you know i don't wanna see your face?' she says, getting pissed, as the others go speechless, and confused, wondering who i am.
'i-i thought you would want to see me. what's wrong?' i question, with my face's dropping. 'yes i did, before you cheated.' she answers, getting even more angry as all of them pack their belongings and getting ready to leave.

i started regarding what i did and when i saw the tears in her eyes. i know how much i hurt her and i hate being yelled by her, but the fact is, i cheated on her. i say nothing as they leave.

y/n's pov
this night when i'm home i hug my pillow and cry. i can't explain how i'm feeling with words, i just... cry to my pillow until it's wet enough to squeeze water out.

and suddenly my big bro knocks on the door and comes in.

'y/n are you alright? why are you crying? tell me what's wrong.' he sit down next to me on my bed and put his arms around me.

'i'm fine.' i reply coldly, trying to hold back my tears.
and of course i'm not.

he wipes the tears off my cheeks with his thumb gently and says softly, 'no you're not. tell me, y/n, whose ass do i have to kick?' i laugh out a little and tell him, 'it's joseph smith.'

'joseph smith? i thought you two were best friends isn't it? what has he done to my baby sister?' he's shocked.

'well... we were dating and i found out he cheated on me with ava...' i started sobbing again.
'that smutty garbage... i'm gonna crop his dick off and show him how sorry he'll be!' jason yells in a mad tone. yup, that's who he is, he love his sister too much, and if you make her feel bad? kiddo, you're dead.

'whoa chill bro.' i giggle, 'what you're gonna do to him is definitely illegal.' 'but at least can i kick his ass?' he says, acting innocently. i laugh even harder. he always knows the way to make me smile when i don't feel like it. i'm glad i have a brother like jason.
the rest of the night we just keep talking and after a while i fell asleep on his shoulder as he place my head on my pillow. he wraps me with the blanket and the last thing i hear is 'everything will get better.' then i feel him kisses my forehead and he leaves my room.