Does he hate me? Does he want to tell me something that will break my heart for the rest of the year? Does he care about me? Or is he just using me for him to express his feelings?
I met my best friend at school. We used to hang out when we were kids, but things changed. Until the french teacher sat us next to each other. Let's call him Steven. After a few conversations between me and him, we became friends. Our topics were always about theories and scary stuff. I loved that conversation. I thought he did care about me. And then all those conversations disappeared and a new topic started. It was all about him. Him getting punished. Him getting sad. Him getting happy. Him getting in love. Etc. It's like he forgot I was a human being. He always and always talks about himself. And I cared about him. And I brushed it off saying it's fine.
After a week, my other friend and I decided to go to the cinema. And I got excited. So I invited steven to go with us too. He said that he can't go, because he is tired. I felt bad because this week was really stressful. We had a lot of exams. My mom was driving me to the cinema and in the road, I heard a familiar voice. It was him. He was walking with his friends. He was laughing and having fun with them. Wasnt he tired? Didnt he tell me that he doesn't have any plans, he's just gonna sleep? That is when all the thoughts came inside my mind. Does he hate me? Am I a diary for him to express his feelings and opinions? Am I being so dramatic? I became sad because the only question I couldn't answer was... Why did he lie to me?
I got mad but I still went to the cinema. There, I forgot about everything because the film was really entertaining. I forgot about him for a long period of time until he messaged me. He asked me if I had fun with my other friend. I replied with a yeah and a smiley face. And since then I was confused. Does he care about me? Is he jealous? Is he angry at me that I didnt cancel the plan because he couldn't go? And again all the thoughts came back to my head. And I had enough of it so I messaged him and asked him if I can talk with him tomorrow. He replied after two hours with a yes.
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Me, Myself And I
AdventureAlex met Steven by sitting next to him at school. They knew each other before but they didn't know each other as much as now. It's an adventure of Alex finding himself by knowing who his real friends are.
