Me, Myself And I

The "Dramatic" Boy

I didn't sleep all night. The thought of him telling me "I'm not your best friend anymore" has been stuck in my mind for the rest of the night. I was scared. I didn't know if I should let it go or hold on to it. I didn't want to loose my friendship with him. He was the cure of my depression. He makes me smile everytime I look at him. That's why I love calling him my Best Friend.

Flashbacks started coming from when I had my very first best friend. She was funny, caring and nice. I loved her as my sister. We always talked and walked together. And every night I call her and sing songs thinking I'm a super star. Those times were gold. But that all changed in just one word from her. "you're so dramatic". I was surprised.. I thought she loved me the way I am. Turns out she hated everything about me. Everything. We had been friends for 4 years and now she is telling me how bad I am. Since that time, my trust on people never was the same again.. But then someone came in my path, he brightened my path and made it full of happiness and music. I'm so thankful for him, and he will forever be my friend. He made me forget about her. He made me forget about how toxic my friendship with her was.

I woke up to the sound of the alarm, I took a deep breath and put on earphones. I dressed up, washed my face, brushed my teeth, ate cereal and waited for the bus to come. When I arrived at school, I was shaking. I looked for him but he wasn't there. I was worried. I waited for him at the entrance of the school.. but he never came. I lost hope so I went and talked with my other friends distracting myself from tearing up. The bell rang and I stood in line with the rest of my classmates.

I looked behind me and there I saw him. He was confused about everything and asked me if I was doing well. I faked smile and nodded my head. And we continued our way to the class.