The Depressed Boy

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I couldn't wait to get home. I started tearing up in my way to home. I didn't know what to do. Am I really that not good at having friends? Or maybe I don't deserve to be here. Suicidal thoughts came into my mind. I tried to brush it off but it won't go. A tear fell from my left eye. I immediately wiped it out so no one will notice. I, then, got stuck in the echos of all the words people used to bully me with.

Suddenly, I felt someone touching me. It was my bus driver. He's been calling my name for minutes to get off the bus because I arrived home. I got my backpack and ran home. I took a deep breath and then I went to my room. Luckily, no one was home at that time. I burst tears. I couldn't hold it anymore.

After hours of me crying, I heard a door slam. It was my mom. She's back from work. I ran to the bathroom, washed my face, faked a smile and hoped it will last for a long period of time. I walked downstairs and greeted her. She got us food. We sat and ate lunch just like everyday.

After finishing, I told her that I'm going to do my homework and I went back to my room. While doing my homework, I saw a paper in my backpack. It was a paper I wrote to Steven and tried giving it to him. I saw it and it brought me a lot of memories.

Steven was talking with his friend in class, and the teacher caught him and punished him. I thought he wouldn't care but he burst to tears. I looked at him and tried to hug him. I really felt bad. Inside me, I knew he is not crying because of the punishment. I held his hand and led him to the bathrooms. There, I asked him what's wrong. He told me everything. How he had a huge problem in his family and how his life is a mess. I nodded and hugged him. I told him not to worry and that he'll find a way to solve the problems. I waited for him to wash his face and we went back to class. I looked at him while he was sitting. He looked sad. I didn't want anyone suspecting anything. So, I wrote him a message on a paper and showed him it. He read it and he, then, had a huge smile on his face. I was glad. Also, one time I was sad. He knew me well so he knows when I'm sad without even showing it. He wrote me the same thing I wrote him in a piece of paper last time when he was sad. I looked at him and smiled.

People see Steven as a person who is selfish , doesn't care about others feelings and popular. But the way I see Steven..it's something else. I see him as a nice, funny and kind person. He is really caring but sometimes he can by accident make your day worse. But, I just love him the way he is.

And at that time, I knew what's the meaning of best friends. It's humour, amazingness and especially love.

Oh and by the way, that was the paper I wrote for him:

  Oh and by the way, that was the paper I wrote for him:

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