Past Only Hurts When You Let it

Yezun's Memories

Gege... please come back home safe. I don't know why I feel uneasy about this trip. Why do I feel like something bad will happen between you two again..... Maybe because you guys are going back to where everything occurred in the past.

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Back to The Past Life

"Gege... please come back home now before our father find out that you sneak out from the mansion." Yezun said worriedly because he didn't want his twin brother to get scolded by their strict father.

"Didi, I can't! Not now that I am already in the light festival. Beside I want to enjoy my short remaining life before father force be to marry who know who." Shen Wei pout at his twin brother for keep whining to go back home.

"Gege, you know I worry about you. I don't agree about this diplomatic married just to get more power. I don't understand why our father is so obsess with power while we don't even care about it. Sometimes I can't help but wonder, are we really related to him." Yezun told his reason for whining and laugh while confessing their differences with their father.

"If you understand my misery than just shut up and enjoy the festival with me, didi!" 

Yezun sights in defeat. Yezun could never win against Shen Wei when he is determine about something.

"Fine gege, Now I will get scolded too for not bring you home..." Yezun whine while following his twin but Shen Wei just chuckle to see his twin whine about getting scolded since it is a regular thing between him and their father.

"So... my dear gege, what make you so want to come out to light festival  tonight knowing the consequence?"

Shen Wei smile sweetly to his brother for asking and it is really rare for Shen Wei to break the rule even if he is unhappy.

"well....*playing with his fingers and fidgeting  nervously*  I wanted to hang out like other people, eating foods from food stale and playing games and finally releasing the light balloon..."

It took Yezun couple of minutes to register what his twin was saying but once he got the message, Yezun can't help but feel sad for his twin. Yes, although they are twin, their personality couldn't be anymore different. Yezun is fearless when it come to breaking the rule of the house and he would fight back if someone is trying to control him, especially his father. Because of this, Yezun became the black-sheep of the famous politic Shen family and other siblings and his parents ignore him like he doesn't exist. Only his dear twin brother Shen Wei take care of him. He would treat the wounds when their father beat Yezun up, Shen Wei would even cook for his dear brother when he is sick and basically Shen Wei is his only true family in the Shen house. Because of this, Yezun swear to himself to always have Shen Wei back no matter what, even if it will cause his death.

"Yezun....why did you suddenly got quiet? Maybe this is not a good idea... let's go home, didi.. I'm sorry for dragging you out here.." Shen Wei got worried and felt guilty for troubling his didi. Shen Wei was about to turn back to go home when Yezun hold onto his wrist and stopped him.

"Gege, I'm sorry for making you worried. I'm not upset or think that you are troubling me. I'm just worried that you will not be able handle out father's beating. And I must apologize for another thing. I'm sorry for never realizing that you always wanted to go out and enjoy the life. Since I always saw you following the rules, I thought that you were not interest in outside world beside mansion life." Yezun said while formally bowing to his older twin brother.

"DIDI! Please stop bowing to me! I'm your brother, not someone to show your respect too!" Shen Wei scolded his didi and help hi stand up. Yezun just smile seeing his gege scolding him.