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"you know who i am, right?" seokjin asked while walking side by side with hoseok. hoseok looked at seokjin in the eyes and hesitantly said, "...yeah..."
"what do you think about me? do you think i work hard?" seokjin asked with a hopeful smile.
hoseok slightly nodded, "yeah, i guess? i don't really pay attention to you."
seokjin's heart broke at those words but forced himself to keep his smile to not scare away the boy. deeply in his heart, he wanted to cry to namjoon and force him to tell him that he loves him so he doesn't feel bad about himself anymore.
"uh...that guy that you hang out with everyday...uh where is he?" seokjin already knew where and how yoongi was doing. he just wanted to release some tension between the two.
"he's at home. he's been sick lately so he called in sick," hoseok said, no emotion in his voice or face. that somehow made seokjin feel like a complete piece of wasteful meat, walking around, wasting oxygen that other people could use. he couldn't breathe properly and felt like falling on his knees to cry. he knew he was overexaggerating but emotions get the worst out of everyone.
the rest wasn't anymore eventful. seokjin went home unsatisfied with a broken heart. he just couldn't wait to tell namjoon because he knew that namjoon loved him. and love makes people do horrible things.
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