How Can I Run From Myself??

Chapter 6

They all walk to the great Hall when they enter they noticed that the tables were now around and spread out. "What the?" Theo said. "students have a seat anywhere I will explain it all in a moment, sit wherever." McGonagall announced. Theo, Luna, Hermione, and Draco found a table and sat down. Blaise walked over. "Hey draco" Blaise said sitting down. Jenny then walked over with a look of disgust on her face. "Mind if I sit here I have a feeling I'm not wanted with Harry and Ron." Ginny said. "What makes you think you're wanted here." Hermione said. The other side the table looks at her in shock. "It's either sit with my ex boyfriend or with my ex best friend in the end I lose, please?" Ginny said. "whatever." Hermione said. Ginny sat down beside Blaise. McGonagall stood up at the podium where  Dumbledore once stood. "hello students it's nice to see all your face,  the reason for the new table is well.. house unity you may sit with whoever and wherever, the choice is yours,this is the start of a new year new beginning and hopefully for our 7th years a better ending. enjoy your meals." McGonagall swished her wand and food appeared. Hermione didn't move. "Babe are you going to eat?" Draco asked. "What??" Blaise and Ginny said at the same time. "That's why he was bringing you coffee" Ginny said. "Your dating Granger?" Blaise asked. "to answer both of your questions, yes." Draco said. "I'm not all that hungry." Hermione said. "Hermione just eat." Ginny said. "Ginny for someone who hates me you sure do seem to care about how I live my life." Hermione said. "Seems like I have to since you don't care yourself." Ginny said. "What the hell does that mean." Hermoine asked. "Oh shit Granger just cursed alert the prophet." Theo said. "Shut the hell up Theo." Hermione snapped. "Well gauger it seems like you don't care if you live or die." Ginny said. the great Hall grew silent and everyone was watching them no one at the table seem to notice. "That's because I don't care." Hermione said. "Simple way of showing it" Ginny yelled standing up, Hermione stood up to. "Shut up ginny." Hermione said. "Why hermione seems like you like the attention that's why you do it right" Ginny said. "What's she talking about Hermione?" Draco asked. Hermione  ignored him, she was focused on ginny. "Ginny stop it!" Hermione said tears coming out of her eyes. "Why do you do it?"Ginny asked. "You know why!" Hermione yelled. "What's the real reason you cut yourself hermione!" Ginny yelled. gasps sounded around the great Hall. Hermione looked around just now realizing everyone was watching, Hermione turn back to ginny. "I can't believe you just did that." Hermione said, tears running down her face. "Hermione...I.." Hermione stop ginny from saying anything. "Why did you cut yourself ginny I'm not the only one." Hermione said sitting back down. Ginny looked around and sat back down beside Blaise. "I'm sorry Hermione." Ginny said. "I should be the one sorry I left and didn't think twice on how that might affect everyone." Hermione said. Draco had tears in his eyes. Hermione realize he heard everything. "what is she talking about mione'"  Draco asked. "Draco...I.." hermione trailed off. "I saw you this morning.. you were clean. hermoine did you.. did you cut yourself when I went and got us breakfast?" Draco asked. Hermione felt a lump in her throat. "Draco.. I can explain." Hermoine said. "You promised!" Draco said, his voice cracked. The great Hall was still watching them. "I..I wasn't thinking draco." Hermione said, metier still trailing down her face. "Two months..you went two months without doing it, what set you off." Draco said. "Ginny did okay, it's my fault Fred's dead and everyone knows it, I know it, you know it, Fred's family knows it, so I left, I left behind anyone who ever cared for me, I left behind ginny when I should have been there for her, she has a right to hate me, for fucks sake I hate me." Hermione said. Draco had tears in his eyes but he wouldn't let them fall. "it's not your fault, I know that, the weasleys know that, Fred knows that, Hermione you didn't know he would have jumped in front of you, he risked his life for you which you had no control over." Draco said. Hermione stood up. "you're right I had no control over Fred's death or my parents death or what happened after the war I had no control over my emotions but I do now okay this is the one thing I can control." Hermione said.  Draco pulled Hermione's hand and made her sit back down. "you're wrong again you have control of me hermione, you will be the death of me" Draco said.  McGonagall finally stood up. "students everyone return to your common rooms mr. Malfoy, ms Granger, and Ms Weasley, please come to my office, goodnight." McGonagall announce.  the great Hall cleared out leaving except for Draco, Hermione, ginny and the staff. "My office! NOW!" McGonagall said.