The heart wants what it wants (editing so please comment if any errors)

1. New beginings

"Is is the chapter over?" Ryan asked me and my heart started pounding harder as ever thank god I could only hear it this was the question that made me rethink but then my mouth spoke for me "I support him [Justin]. I think I always will. I'm upset when he's upset, I'm happy when he's happy. I don't want anything bad ever happen to him. It hurts me. That's all."

Justin controls my emotions. Vanessa was waiting for me I need to go I can't I feel good for spilling my heart out and getting this positive things I'm strong but I break and that's what I've wanted to do after years i felt stupid but that's it I've had a breaking point.

"I'm so proud of you" Vanessa hugged me as I walked into the room I smiled and felt myself turn pink. " awe thanks nessa thanks for coming I appriciate it." "Yes I know"

I grabbed my things and we got into her car my phone had notifications from Instagram, twitter and facebook I'm always grateful for my fans I got a text and guess who it was justin. Great breathe sel

My King 💋
I love you understand that I really do I just wanna fix everything I can't let you go I love you so so much

I looked up with tears in my eyes Vanessa knew what was wrong. she stopped the car on the side of the highway I knew it hurt her to see me this way and I don't blame her. Everything went quiet and I just stared at the words before I was about to type Vanessa broke the silence.

"don't answer you don't need this you just put out you're feelings everyone knows what you been going through don't let him ruin you it's you're time to shine." A year ran from her cheek

She was right I ended up deleting the message and started responding to some tweets and messages I got it made me feel better. We arrived at my house I opened the door to my mom and Gracie they helped we sat in the living room
"how do you feel? Has Justin texted you?" I was out of it " yeah he did and I feel a lot better but I have to go get ready for the gala tonight. we have to leave in 15 minutes"

she gave me a sympathetic smile " okay sweetheart we are all proud of you" I felt a bit better knowing I did the right thing after all.

Zayn p.o.v
Can this shit end already? I wanted to punch Ben ever since I got here asking all these questions thank god we were done I really keep everything in but things haven't been going well with my fiancé perrie it's complicated with her. This contract is really annoying I just want to be single but a few more months

" mate" louis tapped me " you okay?" "Yeah I'm tired this interview made me realize how bad I hate Ben" he smirked " I know let's go"

we got inside the car niall " up next selena gomez new song the heart wants what it wants listen exclusively here on magic 105.4"

" guys shut up this is important" niall screamed which made us shut up well not me it ruined my train of thought then I heard her

" When I was on, when I was on stage And I was thinking of.. I felt like I know I know him though And I know that, and I know his heart And I know what he wouldn't do to hurt me But I didn't realize that I-I-I Feeling so confident, feeling so great about myself And then it just be completely shattered By one thing, by something so stupid But then you make me feel crazy You make me feel like it's my fault I was in pain

All of us just started at one another my heart aches for Selena. I just wanted to hold her then the song started.

What the heart wants
What the heart wants
What the heart wants

You got me sipping on something
I can't compare to nothing
I've ever known, I'm hoping
That after this fever I'll survive
I know I'm acting a bit crazy
Strung out, a little bit hazy
Hand over heart, I'm praying
That I'm gonna make it out alive

The bed's getting cold and you're not here
The future that we hold is so unclear
But I'm not alive until you call
And now I bet the odds against it all
Save your advice cause I won't hear
You might be right, but I don't care
There's a million reasons
Why I should give you up

But the heart wants what it wa-a-a-a-a-nts
The heart wants what it wa-a-a-a-a-nts

You got me scattered in pieces
Shining like stars and screaming
Lighting me up like Venus
But then you disappear and make me wait
And every second's like torture
Hell, couldn't take no more, so
Finding a way to let go
Baby, baby, no I can't escape

But the heart wants what it wa-a-a-a-a-nts
The heart wants what it wa-a-a-a-a-nts
The heart wants what it wa-a-a-a-a-nts
The heart wants what it wa-a-a-a-a-nts

This is a modern
Fairytale
No happy ending
No wind in our sails
But I can't imagine
A life without
Breathless moments
Breaking me down, down, down, down

The song ended I could feel her pain selena doesn't deserve this at all

"That was so depressing but I'm proud of her " niall said while taking his phone out "shes so strong and beautiful and talented" liam said " speechless" said louis "I have no words it's good she did this " harry said with a smirk " maybe you have a chance harry " said niall harry started blushing and it made me mad " no niall she's all yours" he smiled so big like if someone gave him a cookie I couldn't help but smile if only selena knew how I truly felt over the years. I laid back and started to doze off.

Selena pov

" I love this Versace outfit that's what I wanna wear to the gala tonight"

I said smiling like a little kid to my make up artist I arrived and took pictures with everyone. I was with Ashley and we heard my song play on the radio of course I had to post my reaction which was fun today turned out to be the best day after all I got home and saw a car parked in the driveway shit it's Justin's