Forbidden romance

Oh no

Natspov
I look and see the least person I would want to see right know my ex boyfriend Bucky. " uhh nat sorry I didn't mean to interrupt" Bucky says as he turns around. I could feel my face turning red as I saw Bucky about to leave. " umm Steve we should get up" I said " oh yeah sorry nat" he said he is such a cutie when he is red it's adorable. He gets up and gives me his hand. I grab it and get up. " so ummm" I said " yea sorry for kissing you I know you don't like me I shouldn't have done that" he said as he walks away. I don't know why I didn't go after him or say anything I just stood there frozen.
Stevepov
I ran out how could I have kissed her. Oh god I kissed Natasha how stupid can I be I kissed my best friends sister what the fuck. I walk to my room and see that guy that came to the gym. " hi" he said I awkwardly wave and enter my apartment. I go to my closet and grab some pjs. I put on my clothes and grab a drink. I can't believe I kissed Natasha the Natasha the beautiful, smart and hit Natasha what the hell is wrong with me she might think I am a creep. I drink my sorrows is vodka and fall asleep.
Natspov
I go back to the party and see tony. " hey I am going to go to bed I am tired love you" I said " love you to" he said as I walk out. I go up the stairs and see Bucky shit he can't see me. " hey nat" he said. " oh hi Bucky how are" I said stupid nat the point is to not talk to him because he saw you kiss the Man U love wait no like well I mean I think I love him ok nat know is not the time.
" uhh nat are you ok" he said " oh sorry yes I am just tired I am going to bed know" I said " wait nat" he said " yes" I said " are we still friends" he said " of course we broke up almost 2 years ago" I said " ok good and that guy you kissed he is nice don't let him go" he said I could feel my face turn a bright red.
"Thanks" I said and went to bed.