Always and forever

Heroin and Coke

A month later December 24th
8:00  a.m.

I was sleeping peacefully until Sophia started screaming her lungs dry, and Duke howling, Elijah and the others had been gone for about a week now and They're supposed to be home tomorrow, and since they left I've been stuck with kristen and Sophia.

I mean its no biggie I just want to sleep.

I get out of the bed and slide on a pair of Elijahs basketball shorts and walk out and downstairs to the living room where the cries were. 

I walk beside the couch and see Sophie with only a diaper on laying on the floor with Kristen on the couch with a needle in her arm and coke lines on the table "Oh my god" My heart falls and I get sick to my stomach. 

I pick sophia up and wrap her in a blanket bouncing her in my arms "What the fuck" I shake my head and Lay sophia in her car seat then I go over and push at Kristen violently.

"GET UP" I scream at her and she attempts opening her eyes but they shut immediately, I call elijah biting my nails and I feel the need to throw up.

"Hey mama's" He greets "Uh hey is uh Christopher around" I ask "Yeah are you alright" He asks "Yeah its fucking kristen" I say and Christophers voice comes in "Yeah".

"You know that Kristen Has fucking needles in her arm and coke all over the table and she must've dropped Sophie on her head" I spit out and he's quite for a minute "SHE FUCKING WHAT" He screams and I hold the phone away from my ear "YOU GET HER THE FUCK OUT AND YOU KEEP SOPHIE THERE, ILL BE THERE TOMORROW" He yells

"Mama's" Elijah ask and I hmm "What happened" "Kristens on Coke and Heroin" I say and Hes silent "I gotta go Sophie's crying and I got to get her out" I say and we exchange goodbyes.

"KRISTEN" I scream pushing at her, I get some ammonia and pour it on a rag then let her smell it and she jumps up. 

"Lets go, your out of here" I say and make her stand and she fights "STOP, I NEED TO GET MY BABY" She yells "You need to get THE FUCK OUT" I scream pushing her "SHE NEEDS ME" She screams "I got it controlled" I push her out the front door into the cold snow. 

"If your not off this step in 2 minutes I am sending duke after your ass" I slam the door locking it then attending Sophie.

"come here baby" I say picking her up and rocking her in my arms "Want to get a nice bath and get into some warm clothes" I smile and walk upstairs with her and duke as she continues to cry.

I go into her nursery which was basically in Christopher's walk in closet where all of her clothes and everything was.

I get her some clothes then I go to my room and decide on bathing her in the sink since she's so tiny. I clean the sink then I run some warm water and I get her baby soap from the diaper bag. 

Once I finished getting her washed up I lay her on my bed and put her Diaper on then put some lotion on her and she gazes up at me, She must like baths.

I slide a onesie on her then some socks  and then a fuzzy onsie over the other.