" Rain, rain go away come again another day. The thing is, when is that day?"
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Years had passed since that day, and up until now she holds at that memory, for just even in a bit she could feel him. Again.
She was now called an architect she lived her life full of expectation, experience, disappointment, success and contentment.
She was facing her window that opened the view of a magnificent city, the city of Manila. Although she wouldn't really call it magnificent.
It was already dark, the city lights glow in the darkness, up in her condo she felt like she was looking at little Christmas lights. They were glistering across the dark.
She was always awed by the view.
It was her favorite spot, she could see everything here but not him.
A drop.
Followed by another one.
And another.
And another.
Until she couldn't count them anymore it was raining again.
The city lights she saw was covered by droplets of water, it began to Haze and blur as the new droplets tower one another.
An in the silence she heard a sound. It was far from the sound of rain. It was a loud yet silent sound, a one that shouts constraints.
Again.
The droplets continued dropping, dripping on a smooth form.
And as the blur seems to stop she saw a reflection, it was her's.
The sound was again visible to the ear. She hated it, it was a sound of longing, and fear.
It was her tears.
She couldn't stop them, she was tired every single day she searched for him. Waiting for him to come back.
She was scared for as she thinks about him she didn't know why he was starting to blur on her head. His image is starting to vanish.
She wasn't ready for this, it was the only thing she was holding on...
He seemed so distant, his voice, his face, his touch, and right now she was starting to forget what he feels.
There memories together was starting to fade, it was as if he didn't exist. Days after he was gone everything went back to their places. It felt like a dream for her, he felt like a dream.
And the worst part was that she was already awoken, yet she didn't want to accept it.
She hold the glass in front of he, her hands shaking as she fought to control her tears but she can't.
Sobs that was the only thing she could hear.
It was painful, the sound diffuses and another followed.
It was countless but she cannot stop for just now she will let it be.
She will let it be.
Because she kept on holding in a dream.
And now it was time to break free. She rose her head and there she saw the stars. There were no moon tonight, somehow it doesn't complete the sky yet it was left unsaid because the stars seemed to outshine it.
They flustered with happiness and merit.
She rose her hands stretching it upward as she tilted her feet to get a better aim catching it, but she can't and like her happiness it was too impossible to behold.
Because her happiness was HIM.
And he was starting to vanish from her.
