•A Taste Of You•

Chapter 53

Natalie's POV

I just walked away. I had to. I didn't want to. But i had to.

I felt stupid for many reasons.

1) I was crying

2) I fell in love

3) I chose Jacob over Ethan.

4) I forgot or completely ignored that fact that he is a playboy.

5) I thought I was different for Jacob. I should've known I was just one of his other girls.

After what seemed like a long time, I eventually stopped crying.

I didn't even have to think about it. I was going to Ethan's house. It did hurt my pride though but I was too broken to even care.

I was standing at the house door. I don't know why but I was hesitant to ring the bell.

After standing for a whole five seconds, I rang the bell. In the first ring no one opened the door.

As much as I didn't want to ring again, I had to. I had nowhere to go.

I rang the bell for the second time. I could hear Ethan grumbling, "Jeez, calm the fuck down."

Hearing his voice was such a relief for me. I never thought I would be so grateful for Ethan's voice.

The door opened and Ethan came into my view for the first time in weeks.

Ethan stared at me in shock. I was trying so hard not to cry. My throat was aching so much.

"Nat? What happened? Are you-are you crying?"

I had lost it. I couldn't hold it in anymore. Tears were streaming down my face and I felt weak, pathetic.

Ethan quickly pulled me inside the house and hugged me tightly. I returned the hug and I didn't want to let go.

After what seemed like hours, Ethan broke away from the hug. He cupped my face in his hands and said, "It's Jacob, isn't it?"

I looked at him straight in the eye. I gave him a slight nod.

One thing Ethan and I shared was our temper.

"I will kill that fucking bastard." He growled. He got up but I pulled his hand. I shook my head, indicating a no.

"Nat, he made you cry. You haven't cried in years. You are strong and you know that. I told you he was not right for you."

"I loved him." I whispered, my voice breaking a little.

Ethan looks at my face for a long time. He understands. He understands that to me, Jacob was someone different. He understands that I really fell hard for Jacob.

Ethan pulls me down on the couch and we stay there, hugging each other for a long time.

"Natalie?" I hear June say. I break away from the hug and run towards her. I hug her tight.
She seemed to understand the issue without me even saying a word.

At that moment, I knew what a heartbreak felt like. I felt like I was deprived of all the happiness I ever had. It felt like I could never be myself anymore. It felt like I lost a part of myself.

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Hello readers,

Are you enjoying the story so far? I see some people telling Natalie to give Jacob a chance to tell what happened but Natalie has quite a temper and she wouldn't wait for Jacob to explain. She wouldn't believe him anyways. Also, is there anything else y'all want me to clear about the story? (Other than spoilers, you're not getting em')

Anyways at the end of the story I was planning for a Q and A with some characters from the "a taste of you". So you guys can start dropping questions from now itself in the comment box.

You can ask questions to:-

Jacob Ferraris

Natalie Devans

May Ferraris

June Ferraris

Ethan Devans

James ( i dont have a surname for him)

And, me!

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pixiedust :)