Chapter 3

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Empty, emptiness was all I had been feeling these past couple of weeks. I hadn't shown up to school, not like anyone would care anyway.

Things were just going down hill.. I didn't know how to fix things, how to turn myself into a better person.. how to stop loving chan.. god how can I stop loving him?! Look at the man!

I hate the things he did to me. But then I think.. maybe I deserve it? I am the one who did this to myself.. he's just.. trying to get away from me.. but I keep going back.. it's my fault.

I sat there on my bedroom floor, on my knees while looking up to the ceiling. Floods of tears spilling from my eyes and down to the ground. Why didn't anyone love me.. why wasn't I seen as beautiful, why did my parents never compliment me.. nobody did. Little did I know they were all just jealous.. I was the most attractive boy in the whole town, people were so selfish and jealous that they wouldn't even acknowledge my beauty.

I just hope that one day.. there will be someone to come sweep me off my feet, someone to tell me how gorgeous and handsome I am.. how smart and caring I am.. I wanted that someone to be him.

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